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SpeggiMan"The teenager nobody asked for" (own slogan since August 2023)
+1K subscribers, +150 videos and +400K total views on YouTube, significant modern logo community member, more than 3 years of activation under this username, occasional haters (as expected when being a public person online🤦🏻), possibly #1 The Bangles and #1 Cocteau Twins fan in his country, dedicated audience and online logo friends/circle

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Introduction
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Testing, one, two. Check check check..........WELCOME EVERYBODY TO MY ONLINE PRESENCE AND MY LIFE!!!!! Addicted to the Internet and smartphones since early childhood (y'all don't fucking worry I eventually turned out fine), long-standing logo fan also since early childhood and online logo community enjoyer since ~2015, a shit ton of memories and varied life experiences, interested by the randomest and most intriguing/popular/niche of stuff, avid learner of pop culture/media/events and lifestyle from pretty much all time periods/decades since around the very first proper photograph taken onwards (but especially the 1970s-1990s in my case), always in search of the fun and positive in life despite hardships ─ this is "SpeggiMan", best described as a very turbulent non-stop flurry of just intense emotions, hyperfixations, neurodivergence, rather high libido, self-awareness and CBT/DBT/ACT-related shit /pos, information overload and sheer epicness/boldness all distilled into some normal-ass XY human body going on in the world for nearly 2 decades as of now.This is just the beginning of my Carrd, and also its first subpage (in the intended order). I can safely assure y'all are in for a full-on AuDHD ahh treat. I am NOT your usual, mainstream, run-of-the-mill, very impressionable teenager. Not to sound too cocky/selfish/egocentric/like a stereotype or trope right now (I'm well aware I could come off as that), but I do honestly consider myself as an extremely creative, boundary-breaking, experimental, intelligent/intellectual, highly empathic and mature person for my age. That's genuinely how I feel about myself compared to a majority of teens nowadays; online bullies and "oOoOo mAtUrE FoR HiS aGe nOt LiKe ThE oThErS StFu bRo tHiNk hE BrUh wRoNg gEnErAtiOn" BS people can complain about me and others as much as they want, it's my life/personality and only I largely decide what I do with it. At least this sort of stuff is thankfully not happening often in our online logo community and modern mental health spaces where nearly everybody is a hyperfixated non-mainstream friendly pushy silly AuDHD fuck /pos. I'm damn loving it on here.I've seriously felt like a really smart and visionary person since, I guess, late childhood? And that's actually true at least IMHO; and hope y'all can also observe this as I go along. I think I am self-aware and emotionally intelligent enough to expertly discern even subtle bad from good, being able to switch seriousness/edginess/goofiness levels and typing styles/slang very easily when it's appropriate (e.g. making a YouTube shitpost versus e-mailing/messaging/talking to school workers and more important adult people), regulating too intense/heavy negative emotions through reframing/grounding/coping strategies etc. especially since starting mental self-healing due to a bunch of self-esteem-related stuff since late 2022, having a very hyperspecific/peculiar aesthetic sense of genuine appreciation for deeply expressive art/scenery/beauty/music/graphic design (as many neurodivergent people and vaporwave/chillwave/overall aesthetic community members already do XD), being able to make considerable critique/thoughts/analyzing/evaluation of various pop culture things and all sorts of information or being aware of stuff around me and certain specific details etc etc etc. I'm just personally thinking I'm a really intelligent, creative, experimental, mature and self-aware person all around, and I believe the right people will definitely enjoy my fully unhinged company. Anyway, moving on from this particular personality-related segment of this lengthy self-made introduction of mine right now.I actually realized I no longer even have anything important to write about just as I switched to this new paragraph atm HA-HAAAAAAAAA bruh. All that's really left to say before we get to the next, way shorter "technical info" container and part of subpage, is that despite me finding out and starting to lurk the logo community around 2015 as I mentioned earlier in this introduction, it pretty much all started with my core online presence on May 15th 2023, nearing end of middle school (now well into HS) when I uploaded my first ever video to the (already existing since August 2021, but no content) channel "just for fun", followed by some more random videos also "just for fun", all this eventually culminating in my first long production and more effortful video on June 16th 2023 (got over the Dan Curtis Productions fear during Fall 2023) ─ which turned out to be the definite takeoff of my channel and since producing/uploading that video I finally started taking the "logo YouTuber career" thingy seriously (genuinely had no initial preceding plans of developing such thing lmao).And the rest is history. Now, with over 1K subs, and having +150 videos and +400K total views on YouTube after +2 years of activation, I'm really proud of how far I've come in the online logo community. I'm now a very respected/significant member of it, with a strong dedicated online circle of logo pals, delightful conversations and an absolutely spectacular/dreamy/fulfilling inside-joke-filled best friendship/bond with also-respected logo community member LARDLOGO (more on that in the "My online friendship with LARDLOGO" subpage, accessible from the Carrd's main page). Genuinely never thought I'd have such niche Internet success while starting my career. Insanely proud/pleased with how I'm currently doing online. And I will obviously continue doing so and entertaining y'all (not the occasional haters🙄😒😒😒) over the following years of continuing having this epic online presence and logo friend circle I adore so much! Oh yeah. yello or ferris bueller not intended
Technical info
18 years old
Born on February 12th 2008 at approx. 1:45 PM in my timezone
Conceived during parents' vacation to Greece in 2007Male (he/him; they/them would also work if you don't know my gender yet)
European (personally not wanting to disclose my exact country tho)
6'1 / 187cm tall
24.7 BMI
White, brown eyes, fuller-looking lips, dark brown and wavy short hair, no acne
Have to wear glasses since the age of 9 due to nearsightedness/myopia (now have -6.25 eyesight)
O- blood type (the "universal donor")
Was unfortunately born with a long-fixed CCHD; now have open heart surgery/drainage tube scars
Bisexual, was also apparently kaitasexual in childhood (like LARDLOGO) LMAO
Neurodivergent/AuDHD (autism + ADHD), also exhibits behaviors of mild OCD
Only child in family, have no pets
Don't drink, smoke/vape or do any drugs
Not "taken" (in a relationship)
Where does "SpeggiMan" come from?
Back in ~2020 when I was 11/12 years old, I used to lurk the lighter parts/subreddits of Reddit (still sporadically do with the entire website now; dw because I'm aware of the sheer negativity/bigotry it can create, it's pretty much a double-edged sword regarding the platform for me atm: you should damn know where to look and where to interact).One of my favorite "lighter" subreddits at that time was r/ihadastroke due to its sometimes REALLY hilarious posts/content on there that seriously entertained preteen me. And I remember that during that time period of checking the subreddit, I stumbled upon a post featuring OP's Discord friend "having a stroke" about spaghetti/pasta, messaging stuff like "expehtgi", "spegggggggi", "speg speghetti", "OMG I ALMORIY BROKE MU NECK" [sic] and I found this post extremely amusing. (Unfortunately I can't seem to find it anymore as of 2025 no matter how hard I look, IDK why; most likely OP deleted it in the meantime)Fast-forward to 2021, when I used to have a (now deleted) account on r/Place clone pixelplace.io. I was displeased with some people's ignorance of accepting various requests/conversing with me fsr on there, so my random way-more-selfish-than-now 13-year-old ass decided to invent a new self-made term to lightly taunt the people who didn't listen to my advances: "speggi man", inspired by the r/ihadastroke post. I was telling people stuff like "accept my collab request/favor/whatever, or I will call you 'speggi man' from now on" LMFAO. It even became some sort of localized(?) inside joke with the few people I had decent online friendships with on there.I then changed my previous pixelplace.io username (don't remember it) one day, ironically, to "SpeggiMan" to a lot of the users' amusement (some of them even started jokingly calling me "spaghetti man"; thereby creating the very first instances of this satirical moniker also prevalent with my tight-knit YouTube audience rn), and created my first YouTube account (up until then I used to watch YouTube not logged in) on August 9th 2021 briefly after that, also named "SpeggiMan" after all these events. And since then, it stuck, and it has successfully become the username that made me well-known in the online logo community from May 2023 onwards.So there you have it guys, and everyone reading this container now; the actual full story behind my current online presence username lel.

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Introduction (MUST READ!)
Welcome to my "things you can talk to me about/interests" subpage! This particular subpage details all sorts of varied stuff that interests me/you can talk to me about (both are the same to me IMO, it's still stuff I know about) ─ basically everything that you see in the actual interest list after this very container, regardless of knowledge level, is something you can hold a passionate conversation to me online about...! I have LOTS of interests or stuff that I've learned before and know about to unpack (it will not just include only my major interests/hobbies!); I just like learning about pretty much everything and all sorts of stuff especially since around preteen age and the majority of the things do indeed generally stick with me /pos or become significant active interests over time XD.I will break down the classification for my interests in two combined ways:First one (and MAIN classification) will be an important knowledge level-based classification in 3 items in descending order (and emojis/text colors to remember):
- 🟢 I have advanced or even expert-level knowledge about the topic (more than 75%), learned nearly everything regarding it in the meantime, I'm nearly obsessed and it's most of the time a current major core interest of mine active to this day ─ anyone who mentions it online/IRL is like a figurative instant bestie and personality match to me;
- 🟡 I know quite the stuff about the topic but I'm no expert/avid fan about it, or know enough to consider myself a genuine "expert" ─ I'm like 20%-75% knowledgeable about said subject, the percentage greatly depends on the specific one. The topic can either moderately interest me atm and rather often consume/enjoy it with actual pleasure (but not really caught up in it or know too much about it), OR it was a once-thriving hyperfixation/interest of mine that went away in the meantime but I now know enough about it, OR it may be a topic that I don't seriously consume/enjoy and engage with at all but I just happen to know more comprehensive stuff about it than what's in the red tier below;
- 🔴 I'm (barely?!) aware only by the most basic, elementary things about said topic (like 1%-19% knowledge) ─ those are mainly fleeting interests, CERTAIN SPECIFIC topics most people are expected to know the absolute littlest about, stuff/communities I stumble upon from time to time on the Internet but NEVER engage in them and research them, or things I once read about a while ago from pure neurodivergent curiosity and never came back to them to learn more. You can't talk to me for a medium/long time about this, just probably as a passing mention/topic and it sorta qualifies as an """""interest""""" just because I'm at least aware of it to the slightest ever extent. Will NOT include EXTREMELY elementary things about life (like food/drinks, plants/animals/nature, books/poetry, the human body, sports/dancing/performance arts, STEM stuff, world cultures, buildings/infrastructure, vague/common conversation topics, omnipresent ephemera, overall basic day-to-day life/lifestyle things we all know about and see every day etc.) in this tier as to not unnecessarily clutter/lengthen the subpage with stuff literally every human is supposed to be aware of, and to include only more notable/"unique" things in there just like in the two higher tiers.The second classification will be an unranked one in the form of emojis denoting certain categories my interests/things you can talk to me about enter into:
🕺🏻: Stereotypical culture/society/lifestyle/media from the 1970s-1990s
💃🏻: Stereotypical culture/society/lifestyle/media from the 1800s-1960s or after the 1990s
🏺: Stereotypical culture/society/lifestyle/media from older times (prehistoric era to early modern period)
🎵: Music and/or musical culture from all eras
🎬: Movies and/or cinephile culture from all eras
📺: TV culture from all eras
🖥️: Technology and/or video game culture from all eras
🌐: Internet culture/memes/events/people/etc. from all eras
🌀: Miscellaneous stuff (doesn't exactly enter in any of the common categories or is separate from them)
Those emojis will appear next to the knowledge level circles separated by a slash punctuation mark (for example, if it's a moderate movie-related interest it would appear as "🟡/🎬" before the actual text, or if it's a barely-known by me miscellaneous thing it would appear as "🔴/🌀" etc.) ─ feel free to CTRL+F the emojis on PC or tap the "Find in page" browser menu button on mobile if you want to specifically search my interests based on a single category of your choice or not.FINAL NOTE: THERE IS A SIZABLE CHANCE THAT I MAY UNINTENTIONALLY OMIT/FORGET SOME THINGS DUE TO THE ABSOLUTE TONS OF INTERESTS I HAVE AND VARIOUS THINGS I KNOW ABOUT. THE THINGS I MAY OMIT MIGHT'VE ALREADY BEEN TALKED ABOUT IN MY ONLINE PRESENCE BEFORE, OR NOT: I APOLOGIZE FOR ANY INCONVENIENCES, BLAME IT ON BOTH THE SHEER AMOUNT OF POP CULTURE KNOWLEDGE I HAVE AND MY SOMETIMES VERY FORGETFUL AUDHD AHH MIND. Without further ado let's just showcase the interests already.
Interests (#1)
🟢/🌐 Audiovisual identities and the online logo community (DUH)
🟢/🖥️ Retrocomputing and overall 20th century retro/early tech stuff (early mainframe and home computers, early BBSes/Usenet/Internet culture, early malware/viruses, early CGI, old video games/consoles, the 1980s-2000s demoscene and "cracktros", VCR/VHS and cassette culture, graphic design history, video editing and TV industry history, radio history, speech synthesis/TTS history, early film/videotape, early sound technology, console sound chips and their specific sounds etc.)
🟢/🎵 The Bangles (my favorite band 😃🤘🏻)
🟢/🎵 Listening to music (particularly overall EDM) a lot as a major hobby, studying its history and certain genre/style histories, and some music nerd culture (certain websites and genre/musical act communities, YouTube channels, Reddit threads etc.)
🟢/🎵 Shoegaze/ethereal wave/dream pop music, culture and online/IRL communities (especially Cocteau Twins — arguably my 2nd favorite band 😄)
🟢/🎵 Popular/iconic 1970s-1990s musical acts and albums/songs from various genres and countries (but mainly English-speaking ones d u h), as well as modern synthwave/darksynth/vaporwave music and culture
🟢/🕺🏻 Stereotypical 1980s fashion (big/teased/curly hair, neon/vibrant colors, power suits, "power dressing", oversized clothing/jewelry, leg warmers, Swatches, denim, high-waisted jeans, acid-washed clothing, spandex/leotards, certain subculture fashion etc.) — especially if I see some of those in women in my area IRL
🟢/🎬 Early history of cinema (the very first films, early special effects/camerawork/splicing/chroma-key/sound experiments, trick films, the first filmmakers and notable movie stars, the first film companies and audiovisual identities etc.)
🟢/🌐 General 1990s-2010s mainstream Internet culture/memes/events/people (really enjoyed all the popular 2010s Internet culture and YouTube during my times online back then, "the three/four big YouTubers" and other fairly popular ones and viral videos/songs and all that, and man it was dang rad and awesome and legendary/iconic tho /srs)
🟢/🌐 "Decadeology" analysis and online culture
🟢/🎵 1950s-1970s early EDM and overall varied electronic music (Kid Baltan & Tom Dissevelt, Daphne Oram, Delia Derbyshire, Bruce Haack, Silver Apples, Jean-Jacques Perrey, Wendy Carlos, Gershon Kingsley, Kraftwerk, Tangerine Dream, Klaus Schulze, Jean-Michel Jarre, Suzanne Ciani, Space (the French band), Giorgio Moroder, Patrick Cowley, Gary Numan, Telex (the Belgian band) etc.)
🟢/🕺🏻 1970s-1990s underground EDM subgenres and clubbing culture and overall club/outing/mall/movie theater/HS/etc. camcorder videos or photos — you can find a plethora of them online nowadays
🟢/🌐 All sorts of Mandela effects and their online community/culture
🟢/🎵 All sorts of VERY varied and good EDM (and their online/IRL communities) from all eras, BPM and possible genres/subgenres (can heavily range from relaxing, soft and loungey downtempo-esque or ambient stuff to literally speedcore/extratone/japanoise/harsh noise wall /srs /gen) — every EDM genre/subgenre you could think of goes into this genuine all-encompassing interest except things with "trap"/ "melodic"/"progressive" in their name and breakcore (more on that in the "Fun facts/happenings about me" subpage, fact #50) so I no longer list everything later and unnecessarily clutter this subpage
🟢/🖥️ Microsoft Windows/Macintosh and Android/iOS (their history, people, various versions, early builds, programs/icons, quirks, visual aesthetics, viral/interesting videos, Susan Kare, Steve Ballmer's iconic antics when he was CEO, facts etc.) and their nerdy online communities (startup/shutdown sounds, start/death chimes, sound effects, BSOD/screensaver history, BetaWiki, Windows Never Released, hypothetical software and startup/shutdown mockups, famous Microsoft Sam videos, virtual machines, GDI malwares, well-known Windows/Macintosh-related tech YouTube channels, sound effect "crazy errors"/"sparta remixes" or plain songs made with those sounds etc.)
🟢/📺 Broadcast signal intrusions, their timeline/history and famed examples
🟢/🌐 Neal Agarwal's online stuff (the neal.fun website) — LOVE the guy's ongoing work since ~2019!
🟢/📺 All things Mr. Bean (was a HUGE fan of his stuff in childhood and consumed literally EVERYTHING /gen about him until the 2010s ended, literally all the stuff from the "Template:Mr. Bean" Wikipedia template, most things were enjoyed w/ parents duh, also me Googling about him a lot by myself back then and reading all sorts of backstories/history, technical data, quirks and insider/internal stories — no longer follow his work or rewatch it for several years already but it was a MASSIVE interest and hyperfixation as a kid LOL, and the fact that I seriously have expert-level knowledge about Bean rn and saw everything related to the character thereby propels this topic to the highest tier)
🟢/🌐 The entire current online/IRL modern retro throwback scene/community dedicated to the 1960s-2000s (especially members of it like Jordan Rumsey, Heather Leather, Violet Sky and Ana Moll) — I frequently follow them and the scene
🟢/🌀 Funny/absurd unfortunate English name compilations, "tragedeighs", that sort of stuff
🟢/🌀 Nearly everything involving the words "dreamy", "ethereal", "otherworldly" and/or "ahead of its/their time" /hj
🟡/🌀 Medical stuff, medical conditions and all things medicine (wanna pursue this field when I graduate HS)
🟡/🌀 Contortion/flexibility/acrobatics online content and various stuff about it
🟡/🖥️ All things AI since the mid-2010s onwards (for a personal opinion on modern AI and how I use it/should be used, see fact #68 from my "Fun facts/happenings about me" subpage)
🟡/🌀 Languages and strange linguistic/pronunciation quirks from around the world
🟡/🌀 The weather overall (stuff like types of weather phenomena, tracking weather, weather radios, online weather-related communities, severe weather videos etc.)
🟡/🌀 Cloud types and how they form (this used to be a B I G one for most of my childhood, excitedly spotting certain clouds outside, filming them with dumbphones/smartphones — largely motivated by the absolute heights of my astraphobia/ancraophobia back then🤦🏻)
🟡/📺 1990s The Weather Channel (local/event forecasts and maps, visual graphics, bumpers/idents/segments/promos/specials, WEATHERSTARs, Trammell Starks, smooth jazz/easy listening library music etc.)
🟡/🎵 Video game OSTs and the online community of people who enjoy them
🟡/🎵 K-pop music, culture and online/IRL communities
🟡/🎵 City pop music, culture and online/IRL communities
🟡/🎵 Overall rock/punk/metal/etc. music, subgenres, culture and online/IRL communities
🟡/🎬 Classical Hollywood cinema and nearly everything entailing this topic
🟡/💃🏻 Victorian/Edwardian era (or even slightly later) overall culture/society/lifestyle/media (newspapers, books/stories, telephones, occasionally nude photography, fashion, the way men and women stereotypically looked like back then, circuses and "freak shows", vaudeville, public music performances, city architecture and buildings, carriages and early cars, early cinema and sound technology, restaurants/food, the first proper modern-esque celebrities, "flappers", life activities and the usual day from back then etc.)
🟡/🎵 Popular/iconic 1800s-1960s musical acts and albums/songs from various genres and countries (but mainly English-speaking ones d u h) (classical, opera, ragtime, simple early pop music, blues, jazz/swing, big band, doo-wop, rock 'n' roll, easy listening, classic/psychedelic rock, sunshine pop, early heavy/death metal, early electronic music etc.), as well as ones from the 2000s onwards
🟡/🌐 2000s Myspace culture (emo/scene/goth people, very customizable profiles, BGM while checking out profiles, hilarious/witty profile pictures, "Top 8", the drama/arguments revolving around the platform, its ubiquity in 2000s high schools and social circles, slang, friend lists, Myspace Tom etc.)
🟡/🎬 Popular/iconic 1970s-1990s movies and actors/actresses (especially), but also many popular/iconic/mildly-known ones from before or after that era like duh
🟡/📺 Popular/iconic 1970s-1990s TV from both the USA and the UK, and also ones from before or after that era
🟡/🌐 The online/IRL throwback scene/community dedicated to even earlier aesthetics and eras (such as the medieval period and the Victorian/Edwardian/1920s-1950s eras, and the well-known members of it)
🟡/🌀 All sorts of American cultural quirks, little things, certain companies/stores/institutions, media stuff widely-known and exclusive to said country, mannerisms, miscellaneous knowledge etc. (I seriously know A FUCKTON about various American culture/society/lifestyle/media things as an European lmfao, I often joke about how it's too much useless info about the USA for someone like me to be aware of XD)
🟡/🌐 Bardcore music and online culture
🟡/🏺 Medieval culture, society and lifestyle (agriculture, kings/queens, fashion, town architecture/buildings/castles, VERY early entertainment and solo performances, medieval music, medieval art/books, weird """""fads""""" from back then, simple food, complete lack of modern technology and electric stuff, medieval weapons/armor and wars, widespread diseases/illnesses, various medieval inventions, life activities and the usual day from back then etc.)
🟡/💃🏻 Current popular 2020s society/lifestyle/celebrities/culture/social media/memes/YouTubers/streamers/trends/etc. and sometimes keeping up with them
🟡/🌐 Aesthetics and their online community (my absolute faves are auroracore, Frutiger Aurora, dazecore, Y2K Futurism, DORFic, synthwave/vaporwave, Laser Grid, Memphis Design, Neon Noir, Shoe Diva, webcore and Dark Aero — was never a huge fan of or too interested/invested by the wildly popular Frutiger Aero/Metro, sorry)
🟡/📺 Overall cartoon culture and history (the very first animated short films, Walt Disney and all his work, Hanna-Barbera and all their work, Ruby-Spears and all their work, "Saturday morning cartoons", the new more adult-oriented 1990s-2010s cartoon boom, popular/iconic cartoon TV channels, popular/iconic animated movie studios, impact of cartoons in people's childhoods and general culture, Soviet/Russian/overall communist cartoon history, old and new animated movies, cartoon-themed communities/merchandise/video games, Internet cartoons/animations etc.)
🟡/💃🏻 Y2K-era fashion and culture/society/lifestyle/media (frosted tips, bare midriffs, low-rise jeans, navel piercings, HitClips, glitter slide/flip phones and overall 2000s "dumbphones", chunky boots and overall clothing, various bracelets, baby tees, certain popular given names at the time, popular Y2K-era EDM/clubbing culture, popular Y2K-era TV shows, Attitude Era WWF/WWE, boy bands, Tamagotchis, Y2K-era music stars and music videos, Windows 9x/XP, the iMac G3, early Internet culture/websites and movie/music-downloading platforms, cheesy MTV punk rock etc.)
🟡/🕺🏻 The goth subculture and coldwave/ethereal wave/gothic rock/darkwave music (originated in the 1970s and did thrive during the 1980s-1990s but still ongoing today in certain online/IRL circles)
🟡/🕺🏻 Overall Soviet culture/society/lifestyle/media of the 1982-1991 period holy fuck dayum the soviet girls were so exceptionally intriguing and fashionable omg
🟡/🌐 Scratch (the programming language/website) and its online community and culture/memes/famous users
🟡/🖥️ Geometry Dash and its online community and culture/memes/famous users (more on that in the "Fun facts/happenings about me" subpage, fact #58)
🟡/🌐 All things AVGN (more on that in the "Fun facts/happenings about me" subpage, fact #53)
🟡/🖥️ Easy-to-use online DAWs (like BeepBox and its many mods, Chrome Song Maker, and Notessimo — composed random songs myself in those aforementioned programs since the late 2010s xd)
🟡/🌐 The whole 1990s-2010s Flash game industry, as well as 1990s-2000s PC games, either well-known ones or quickly forgotten obscure abandonware — LOVED playing and engaging with both of those as a child on the PC, and now they're an EXTREMELY cherished/nostalgic memory of mine and important chunk of my childhood, like with many others during that Internet/computer era
🟡/🎬 Film ratings from around the world and their histories
🟡/🌀 Guinness World Records and their entire business/culture and famous record holders (have 9 physical GWR books at home — earliest from 2000, newest from 2022 — and read/watched quite the stuff about GWR and overall world record media online starting from childhood)
🟡/🎵 Sometimes learning about famed musical culture, musical acts and songs/compositions nearly everyone is expected to know about from other certain countries than English-speaking ones and my own
🟡/📺 1990s-2000s infomercial culture and clichés of them
🟡/🌀 All things Garfield (comic strips, TV shows, movies, memes, Internet culture — watched The Garfield Show on Boomerang and read Garfield comic strips online as a kid and thoroughly enjoyed both)
🟡/🖥️ All things Sonic/Mario
🟡/🖥️ All things Minecraft and its massive online culture/community since the early 2010s (still play it from time to time! BUT ONLY GOLDEN AGE/OLD-SCHOOL MINECRAFT VERSIONS B W U H)
🟡/🎵 Digging up largely unknown/niche/obscure music from various genres and countries
🟡/🖥️ Upgrading my PC setup from time to time
🟡/🖥️ Linux and its online community (seriously thriving since the early 2020s fsr — still on Windows 11 atm tho)
🟡/🖥️ Overall history and ongoing technological advancement of phones and each of their cultures at the time (candlestick/cradle phone, rotary phone, touch tone pad phone, early mobile/cell phones, 1990s-2000s "dumbphones", smartphones)
🟡/📺 Overall 20th century television culture/technology and popular varied American/British shows from back then tcf not intended /hj /ref
🟡/🖥️ All things Orteil/DashNet (used to genuinely enjoy most things on the orteil.dashnet.org website in the late 2010s/early 2020s — obviously including the iconic Cookie Clicker and all sorts of stuff and online culture about that one)
🟡/🌐 Modern shitposty Internet humor and meme videos since the COVID era onwards (BIG FAN of this stuff — often employ such editing/humor and gags on my YouTube channel, especially in the long production "vAniTy cArD" segments)
🟡/🌐 Lost media and lostwave, especially their thriving online communities
🟡/🌐 The niche modern online tracker chiptune music community (SOME FUCKING REAL GENUINE HARD-HITTING BANGERS COME OUT OF THOSE PEOPLE THAT ACTUALLY MAKE ME FUCKING FUCK WEAK IN THE KNEES FUCK FUCKING PERFECTION UNBEARABLE EARGASM MUSIC /SRS /GEN TOO MUCH OH MY G O D cough)
🟡/🌀 Geography-related stuff (countries/capitals, flags, landscapes/oceans, extremes on Earth, continent formation history, means of travel, timezones, climates etc. — I do consider myself rather great at geography IMO)
🟡/🌀 Overall culture/society/lifestyle/media of North Korea
🟡/🖥️ Segmented displays, audio bitmapping, bytebeat, oscilloscope music, modern use of early sound technology, analog video/circuit bending, and much more nerdy/niche technological stuff like this
🟡/🌀 Famous long words (medical terms, invented words, place names etc.)
Interests (#2)
🟡/🌐 Infamous 12+ NSFW/gross/disturbing Reddit stories (the TIFU coconut story, Swamps of Dagobah, the Jolly Rancher story, Blowfly Girl, the Doritos story, the "cumbox" etc.)
🟡/🌐 British or Australian accent/slang online memes and quirks (LMAO THOSE ARE FUNNY AF IMO)
🟡/🌐 Infamous 12+ 2000s-2010s shock sites/pages and also screamers (not gonna provide examples for this topic, there was too much shock/gore/screamer stuff out there back then b l u h )
🟡/🎬 Infamous terrible/bad movies (such as the ones from IMDb's "Bottom 100/Lowest Rated Movies" list — scouring through that list and reading nearly the entirety of their IMDb pages including user reviews and the "Did you know" section was a very enjoyable pastime for me around 2022) and overall "so-bad-it's-good" ironic cinephile culture/memes, including the entirety of Wakaliwood xd
🟡/🎵 Bad/cringe/kitsch album covers and music (catatonicyouths and fantafox are goated fr XD)
🟡/🖥️ Happy Wheels and all its 2010s online content such as Jacksepticeye's popular Happy Wheels series from back then (this was mainly a thing and serious interest in my life in the 2nd half of the 2010s, now pretty much abandoned that video game and the online content regarding it altogether, and it's also unfortunately "dying" recently — with its absolute peak popularity long expired)
🟡/🌀 Kendama culture and tricks (again, this was mainly a thing for me during the kendama's peak modern popularity in the 2nd half of the 2010s then pretty much abandoned the topic when it went culturally "dead" back then, never going back even during the current strange resurgence of the item fsr starting in Fall 2025 — never managed to hit the "Lighthouse" kendama trick to this day despite constantly trying it myself during those days BTW); same also went with many other 2nd-half-of-2010s fads such as fidget spinners and bottle flipping
🟡/🌐 Creepypastas, "lost episodes", logo horror remakes and the like (and well-known examples of all those — my fave creepypasta genre is the "lost episode/video" tbh and my faves from there are Candle Cove, suicidemouse.avi and Mereana Mordegard Glesgorv)
🟡/🖥️ Tetris, how it came to be (Alexey Pajitnov cooking up the idea in ~1985 on the Elektronika 60 and the computer game's original heavy popularity in the USSR) and its online community
🟡/🌐 Urban Dictionary and all its notable quirks (this genuinely is the website that destroyed my sexual innocence at 9-10 years old and made me aware of nearly all the goddamn """""knowledge""""" back then it's a long story /srs /gen)
🟡/🌀 Therapy and their modalities (CBT, DBT, ACT, IFS, EMDR, MBCT, AAT etc. and many skills/tools/worksheets/strategies entailing those), neurological and mental disorders (autism, ADHD, OCD, NPD, BPD, PTSD, DID, depression/GAD, bipolar disorders, anxiety disorders, eating disorders etc.) and the currently-thriving online mental health and neurodivergence community/spaces and famous content creators/podcasters/(psycho)therapists/self-help books/whatever. Thanks AuDHD and the whole mental self-healing/therapy journey due to initially very bad mental health from 2023 onwards for making all this a high-end (65%-75%) moderate interest of mine ig 😕💀 /lh /neu /nm
🟡/🌐 All sorts of popular/broad or niche varied fetish communities and most of their timeline, quirks, notable events/people and history online and/or IRL (12+ interest be like)
🟡/🌀 Tongue twisters and popular English examples of them, as well as other non-English ones
🟡/🌀 History of IQ classifications and methods of doing so
🟡/🎵 All things Björk and her dedicated online community
🟡/🌐 Crappy and/or kitschy off-brand/bootleg stuff and the online communities surrounding them (Chinafake Wiki, BootlegGames Wiki, r/crappyoffbrands, CrustyWindows etc.)
🟡/🌐 All things Bill Wurtz
🟡/📺 Poorly made, funny, memey and/or cringe TV commercials/infomercials from all eras
🟡/🖥️ Conway's Game of Life (wasted so many hours fiddling around with it and watching videos about it in the late 2010s/early 2020s lmao)
🟡/🖥️ The Bored Button (found so much nifty/unique worthy online stuff and "useless websites" on there!)
🟡/🌐 Iconic Google Doodles throughout the years
🟡/🌀 Infamous cultural mass panic events and stories (such as the Evilstick (🚨 TW: SELF-HARM 🚨), the Burger King Pokémon container recall, the ILOVEYOU virus, the offensive The Simpsons New Orleans song, and practically everything that happened with Dennō Senshi Porygon; 'nuff said about that one)
🟡/🌐 The EAS/EBS, its history and (especially) dedicated/nerdy online community with stuff like hypothetical varied scenarios or alarms/tones, as well as analog horror
🟡/📺 Overdramatic Indian soap opera scenes (just search this up online, you absolutely won't regret it L M F A O O O O O O )
🟡/📺 Popular/iconic game shows and formats mainly in the USA, and certain (in)famous game show moments
🟡/🌐 The online chess community and some of their exclusive quirks, events/stories and running gags/memes (such as "google en passant", the chess "elo" memes, the Misha vs. Anatoly Karpov match, or the entire "PIPI in your pampers" debacle; 'nuff said about that one)
🟡/🖥️ Outfit7's 2010s stuff and varied online culture/impact stuff about them (played and enjoyed most of their 2010s games and Talking Tom & Friends franchise back then, duh)
🟡/📺 Varied stuff about the Eurovision Song Contest (history/timeline, rules, certain notable and now-iconic performances, dedicated social media accounts on the ESC niche, funny/interesting/weird stories and moments throughout the contest's history/timeline, ESC-related online memes etc.)
🟡/🎬 The (chiefly American) strange/nerdy/kitschy/cheesy/campy B-movie/Z-movie industry and culture and cult followings from the 20th century
🟡/🌐 The infamous controversies/blunders surrounding Blippi (best place to start is Current Affairs' online "The Dead World of Blippi" article)
🟡/🌀 Professional wrestling and its huge online/IRL community
🟡/🌀 Micronations and their online community/culture (don't participate in this stuff tho /nm, I just lurk)
🔴/🌀 Conlangs and their online community
🔴/🖥️ Undertale/Deltarune and their online community
🔴/🖥️ Whatever the fuck "ULTRAKILL" is supposed to be (I just keep seeing this word sporadically while in niche/AuDHD online communities bruh and I have no interest in further learning fsr)
🔴/🌐 The online anime/manga and Vocaloid/VTuber communities
🔴/🏺 Prehistoric/ancient stuff and relics/society/lifestyle
🔴/🖥️ Easy-to-use animation programs (like Pencil2D and Pivot Animator)
🔴/🌀 Rollercoasters and their still-thriving online/IRL culture
🔴/🌀 Board games and the TTRPG community
🔴/🌐 Long-running online gamer culture — I only casually play certain video games whenever I feel like it, not invested in communities and serious gaming AT ALL
🔴/🖥️ Fighting video games (I'm more keen on their OSTs, I'll admit)
🔴/🎵 J-pop music and culture
🔴/🌐 Typography and Internet typography nerd culture/communities
🔴/🖥️ Virtual reality and VR gaming/stuff
🔴/🌀 Fast/junk food culture/quirks and popular fast food chains
🔴/🎵 Popular/iconic musical acts and albums/songs from before the 1800s
🔴/🎵 Mongolian throat singing and stuff like The Hu
🔴/🌀 Basic stuff about the history/eras of painting and famous painters/paintings
🔴/🌐 The "tier list" online phenomenon for all sorts of stuff
🔴/🖥️ 20th century pinball machines and culture
🔴/🌐 Many other niche connected AuDHD online communities and well-known people in them (PIFs/PSAs, sirens, trains, toilets, objects, fire alarms, wasp nests, ringtones, tech corruptions/glitches/errors, Synthesia/"black MIDI" etc.)
🔴/📺 1960s-1990s British comedy and/or surreal humor
🔴/🌐 Kevin MacLeod, NCS and both of their omnipresence/importance during 2010s YouTube
🔴/🌀 Paranormal and extraterrestrial conspiracy theories, séances/ouija boards and their online/IRL "chasing"/"detecting" communities or videos/sightings or whatever
🔴/🌀 The Morse Code and its history/usage (never fully learned it though, used to be a mild hyperfixation around 2016)
🔴/📺 Whatever antics and scams Jamster were doing on TV in the 2000s
🔴/🏺 Basic info about well-known historical countries/empires, time periods/eras and wars/battles
🔴/🌀 Stand-up comedy and culture
🔴/🌀 Basic info about well-known societal/cultural events, news, happenings and moments throughout history
🔴/🌀 Basic info about space, NASA and other agencies, planets/stars/galaxies, the Universe, all about past and present/future space travel and exploration etc.

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Introduction (MUST READ!)
Welcome to my "things you can't talk to me about/pet peeves" subpage! Contrary to the "things you can talk to me about/interests" one, as the title also suggests ─ this particular subpage details my most significant current so-called "pet peeves": or things in overall life that personally annoy/irritate/anger me, disturb me, disgust me, dislike/despise/avoid/hate/abhor/loathe etc. Basically a (rather?) exhaustive list of varied stuff that genuinely gets on my nerves and don't like.Unlike the descending knowledge level-based/category-based interest "map legend", I will break down the classification for my pet peeves in 2 items in ascending order (and emojis/text colors to remember):
- ⚠️ Only slightly/moderately annoys me, not too much; I can at best tolerate it rather uncomfortably, not a major trigger leaving me spiraling at all, just an "ugh" ahh temporary inconvenience;
- ❌ NO. STOP. NOPE. ZILCH. I'LL GO INSANE. I CAN'T. I NEED TO GET OUT ASAP. N O W . STOP RN. EVEN MILD EXPOSURE TO THOSE THINGS CAN ACTUALLY SEND MY NEURODIVERGENT ASS MIND SPIRALING FOR HOURS/DAYS, SOMETIMES WEEKS/MONTHS(!!!) IF SEVERE AND CONSIDERABLY LOWER MY GENERAL MOOD/VIBE/SELF-ESTEEM/HAPPINESS FOR A GOOD WHILE /SRS /GEN.Please remember that the following Carrd container showcasing my pet peeves are strictly my very own opinion regarding stuff that irritates ME, you may relate to some of those or not. Do not attempt to bash/nag me elsewhere for possibly finding something that personally annoys me good in y'all own POV ─ we all have the right to HARMLESS opinions about things in life and/or pop culture. If you do this regardless of this very warning you're a literal 🍆.
Pet peeves
⚠️ Considerable boredom, lack or loss of interest about things to do
⚠️ Temporary burnout regarding various stuff due to too much work/stress in that area
⚠️ Misspelled words/bad grammar and punctuation (however I try my best not to masquerade as the Grammar Police and always annoy ppl with constant corrections)
⚠️ Modern trap music (used to be a ❌ pet peeve until early 2025 when it grew on me due to constant unwanted exposure and learning to respect all musical culture and preferences even if I don't like a certain genre/style which is totally okay)
⚠️ Flashy af video calls and conversations with like 100 things happening at once, think Discord shitpost/VC YouTube channels (kinda like being more alone and at peace, however this doesn't mean I don't heavily appreciate my current online presence and audience)
⚠️ Girls (and also boys) who drink, smoke/vape or do any drugs
⚠️ Lower/less active periods of traction and audience engagement on my YouTube channel (think bursts of several days when my community posts and videos get negligible engagement fsr)
⚠️ Being ignored when I want to speak up about certain things/interests online or IRL
⚠️ Classic bigotry (LGBTphobia, racism, ableism, classism, sizeism, misogyny/misandry etc.)
⚠️ Instagram/TikTok (except when checking the modern retro throwback scene out from the browser)
⚠️ Bloatware, corporate companies not caring about privacy/user experience, controlling everyone etc.
⚠️ Various companies/start-ups relentlessly implementing AI into their stuff, including Microsoft with their Windows 365 and Copilot
⚠️ Technology/computing elitists (think elitist/snobby/spiteful Linux or AMD users ─ I'm none of those)
⚠️ That cringe half-assedly embracing each other by their sides and rocking back and forth standing up while all of them are singing at once into the shiniest largest most pretentious single microphone ever thing obscure/semi-known cheesy 1980s italo disco/synth-pop duos/bands used to do
⚠️ When one of my PC setup peripherals starts malfunctioning/breaking down, meaning it's gonna become hard to use very soon and I need to buy a new one ASAP
⚠️ When I excessively procrastinate varied stuff due to AuDHD, resulting in nothing but worrying about getting that stuff done even more (happened even with initial Summer 2025 development of this very Carrd page💀🗿)
⚠️ Media pushing unrealistic beauty and body image/life perfection standards elsewhere, especially regarding men (used to be a ❌ pet peeve until mid-2024 when my body image and mental self-healing journey was in near-completion)
⚠️ "womp womp" and "lil bro" (idk just don't like how they look and sound like and how seemingly unnecessary and negatively they're used)
⚠️ People starting to speak said language to me when I mention I have beginner proficiency in that one
⚠️ Significant asymmetricality (especially in graphic design and digital user interfaces/GUIs)
⚠️ "Oversimplified" modern corporate graphic/web design, substantial lack of vibrant colors in many overall media, minimalist IRL infrastructure
⚠️ Excessively slow Internet loading times and lag, loss of cellular signal when in the car/train
⚠️ Health anxiety scares
⚠️ Episodic insomnia
⚠️ Having nightmares
⚠️ Having to pee/poop a lot and no immediate place to do so
⚠️ "Hot Cheeto girls"
⚠️ Excessively romanticized and exaggerated gym/fitness and car/driving culture, especially in modern social media (think drift phonk edits and rampant fitness culture short-form content/influencers)
⚠️ Boomers and Gen Xers in 1970s-1990s music/media comment sections shitting all over the younger generation using language such as "kids these days will never know our fun times", "young people suck and are bad, only degeneracy", "my golden era was the absolute best y'all are shit" etc. Like it's seriously not that hard to just respect new cultures nowadays and the new society, it's not like 1910s-1940s people also shat on Gen X back then, calling them the "slacker generation" and all that
⚠️ Very cringy childhood/preteen """""memories""""" randomly popping up in my head
⚠️ Similarly, all sorts of intrusive thoughts
⚠️ Inaccurate media representation of mental disorders
⚠️ HORRIBLE OBNOXIOUS off-key singing
⚠️ That feeling when I listen to a really great/cool song on repeat for +20-30 times and then it somehow becomes boring and unlikeable
⚠️ When I eat soft stuff and I feel something crunching or a raw/uncooked part
⚠️ When the restaurant food takes longer than usual to arrive after ordering
⚠️ GERD flare-ups after eating heavy meals
⚠️ Type 6 or 7 poop on the Bristol Stool Scale, basically diarrhea (especially when accompanied by that nearly unbearable temporary burning feeling AAAAAAGGGAGGHAHGHHHH)
⚠️ ~75% of the whole HS experience
⚠️ ~75% of s*mmer🤮🤮 /gen
⚠️ Excessively complex mobile video games (too much tournaments, events, items, purchases, packs, contests, lore, bonuses, challenges, characters, stages, prizes, rewards, side quests etc.)
⚠️ Video game companies infamously being total cash grabs to players and demanding too much money/payment too often for moderately useful stuff
up yours, BitLife /srs⚠️ Anti-furry/anti-therian content
⚠️ Most vegetables
⚠️ Sudden influx of content/videos from YouTube subscriptions or Reddit subreddits I follow (I like it if there's only few new content popping up at a regular rate but I JUST HATE HAVING TO WAKE UP AND SEE SO MUCH NEW CONTENT AT ONCE AND GOING THROUGH IT AND WASTING TIME FOR LITERAL MINUTES/HOURS TMI BRUH BLUH BWUH)
⚠️ Certain people on my YouTube channel constantly nagging/pestering me with useless questions/requests and checking out their content and community posts/videos even when it's stuff that doesn't interest me and I've repeatedly told them I no longer want to be nagged (will most likely eventually warrant a channel block/hide)
⚠️ REALLY boring/bland-sounding overall EDM/techno
⚠️ Classic rage in varied video games
⚠️ Astraphobia/ancraophobia (more on that in the "Fun facts/happenings about me" subpage, fact #3)
⚠️ Archive Panic (more on that in the "Fun facts/happenings about me" subpage, fact #7)
⚠️ When I start getting quite bored on away-from-hometown vacations and I end up mainly wanting to go back home for the remainder
⚠️ When an outing is too long (IDK why but I always get swiftly bored when the walk outside in my hometown is more than ~2 hours long, I actually enjoy going outside in the first place until I'm outside for too much time, then I just start desperately wanting to go home again for comfort xd)
⚠️ Being asked online if I'm "okay", "WTF" and similar confusion-filled reactions to what's just typical wacky AF SpeggiMan shitposting (it particularly somewhat gets on my nerves because I'm clearly NOWHERE near the most wacky/chaotic shitpost maker especially in the logo community, for example @816_kcolb on YouTube's videos from the "eric" playlist are like ~1000x crazier and more random than MY OWN jokes, it's like the audience members that seem to be near-constantly weirded out by MY OWN definitely lighter shitposts have never watched that playlist or smth🤦🏻🤦🏻💀)
❌ Most SlimeTok slang ("icl ts pmo", "sybau/syfm🥀💔🪫", "keys", "(holy) cornball/🌽⚽", "nga🥷🏿", "🍇", "u nt shkspr bro", "yn", "vro", "ts so buns/tuff/owen", "dih" etc.) and its community as a whole
❌ Seeing other innocent/harmless people or entire various communities getting mass bullied, attacked and sent death/rape threats online (or rarely IRL) as a trend for no absolute reason OR for established but very stupid/mindless/bigoted reasons (especially if using SlimeTok slang), and also if it were for me to experience this or if I see people indirectly bullying/attacking my interests/hobbies/media I like and speech patterns/things I do or support
❌ Antisemitism (in a large part because I'm a very huge The Bangles fan, iykyk)
❌ The current looming threat and moral panic of an AI takeover/doomsday and rapid development towards AGI/ASI without taking actually serious safety measures in consideration
❌ The "I was born in the wrong generation" meme popular in the 2010s (it basically was heavily shitting on, shunning and bullying harmless young people enjoying old music/culture ─ THANK GOD that meme is now pretty much dead/expired and being a young person interested in old stuff and feeling born in the wrong era became normalized through the ongoing modern retro throwback scene explosion of the early 2020s and the like, exactly like how video game players got normalized throughout the 1990s/2000s and anime/manga/Japan fans throughout the 2010s)
❌ Any instance of women (both real life and animated) in panic, danger, being beaten/abused/tortured, tied up/bound/restrained, screaming/crying, suffering, shouting, dying etc. in movies/TV and real life (more on that in the "Fun facts/happenings about me" subpage, fact #41)
And nope, when consensual BDSM arises, it never phases me at all, it's only with serious genuine imminent danger/panic/peril stuff(c o u g h)❌ Loud concerts, excess sensory/visual overload (only with public events, not with online content or photosensitive epilepsy or whatever), arena ahh events and very loud public music/noise in general (more on that in the "Fun facts/happenings about me" subpage, fact #24)
❌ Innocent/harmless people getting accused online of using AI for typing due to stuff such as en/em dashes, repeated language/idioms/phrases, certain words/phrasing and text structuring etc. (happened to me before btw bruh O M F G ─)
❌ The "manosphere" (incels/blackpill, redpill, MRAs, PUAs, MGTOW etc.)
❌ Similarly, the "femosphere" (TERFs, SWERFs, overall radical feminism, certain online spaces/communities, blatant and violent misandry, femcels/pinkpill, WGTOW/4B/FDS, "gender wars" etc.)
❌ Grease/grime/overall dirty stuff elsewhere in my apartment. Not a germaphobe at all but I CAN'T DAMN STAND IT with this; the gross way all that beige/brown/black mess looks like, its unsanitary quality, E W . MUST CLEAN A S A P . It's probably my worst ever neurodivergent sensory issue. Even looking at it even in fucking online images makes me feel disgusting all over
❌ Bisexual erasure and/or biphobia (especially concerning bi men)
❌ Online doomerism (about AI, state of the world and modern social media/Internet, climate change, conspiracy theories, doomer/far-right-esque YouTube channels and video essays, doomer music playlists, general nihilism/misanthropy etc. etc. etc.)

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Prologue and origins of friendship
When I first started lurking the logo community around 2015, finally finding my people on there (genuinely thought I was the only person in the world whose interests also included audiovisual identities until discovering it, judging by the non-mainstream nature of the community and by the fact that no one I knew around me seemed to take a liking to this media-related ephemera XD), I had little knowledge about the important members of the bygone CLG era, as obviously expected when you join a new IRL/online space; I didn't even really keep track of certain people I liked, what I mainly was doing around that time period was spending hours on end browsing CLG Wiki (now defunct and known as AVID, duh) on smartphone/PC and checking out all the logo-related content available on YouTube (infamous/cheesy/scary logos, logo tops/opinions, logo histories, logo remakes, famous logo audio covers on instruments, sparta remixes, logo effects, GoAnimate logo videos etc.). Didn't really follow certain people and was largely going through all the online info at quick rates, but some people I was particularly noticing back then were members like Redlion 517, No. Entertainment, Wikkidwords and Excel Coananda.However, there was a certain username that just kept catching my eye often whenever I would browse CLG Wiki. "LARDLOGO". This dude I knew virtually absolutely nothing about back then /srs seemed to be nearly everywhere at the forefront of CLG logo page editing ("Logo descriptions/captures by LARDLOGO", "Video captures courtesy of LARDLOGO" etc. on multiple pages). He was a common presence on CLG Wiki so child me rapidly figured out he must've been some damn major figure in the community and then-CLG activity/writing (his supposed omnipresence/importance in the CLG days was eventually confirmed and detailed by him in a LL3.5K segment!). Despite all this child me never wanted to look further into LARDLOGO fsr, wasn't even searching up LARDLOGO on YouTube or getting recommended videos by him ─ I was just very puzzled at his continuous appearances and perceived grandeur on the CLG Wiki (even in page threads IIRC) and community throughout the entire 2nd half of the 2010s and that was largely all..........until early 2023 (a few weeks/months before official beginnings of my YouTube logo career in May 2023). ALTV was releasing his now-well-known-in-our-community "The 15 Year Search for a TV Logo: T.A.T. Communications" documentary/video essay about the then-still-lost T.A.T logo. Checking out the comments on that video, I saw LARDLOGO's popular comment; and decided to join in the reply thread, pioneering the sometimes frowned upon nowadays "T.A.T actually had two logos" theory (YES, THAT WAS ACTUALLY MY VERY OWN CREATION L E L ) and talking some more with logo community members and Lardy about the whole T.A.T shebang and ancient CLG logs regarding it. This moment in the documentary's comment section also is likely my very first significant logo community interaction/noticing under the "SpeggiMan" username before commencing content creation in May 2023.After starting video creation "just for fun", my initial subsequent online interactions with Lardy followed for a while in the form of comments left by him on my earliest videos at the time (#1, #2, #3, #4, #5, #6) ─ and I'm pretty sure we were already both getting a taste of our very own personalities and humor/behavior/likings (or not, judging by the first impression he had about me bruh /hj). I then remember pondering "this LARDLOGO dude I was noticing so much on CLG a few years back seems like a really chill person I can vibe well with" after those initial comments, and visited his core YouTube channel: I vividly remember this and this (back then I didn't know about his obsession with Nickelodeon sitcom Clarissa Explains It All and crush on the main character from preteen age and was so confused at who Clarissa was and what was he attempting to refer to lmafo) being some of the first videos I saw of him from that point onwards, because those were also the most recently-uploaded ones when visiting his channel in June 2023. A few days after this I started to check some more videos on the channel from before 2023 and keeping track of his newest uploads/community posts (this video I checked out was the first time I saw his current real face BTW), started to interact even more frequently and mentioning him in community posts throughout July-September 2023... and the rest is ABSOLUTE friendly history.
List of certain quirks/events of us (#1)
It would be a pain right in the ass to detail the tons of antics Lardy and I have created and enjoyed from 2023 onwards in written paragraphs mode (or structure the constant evolution of our online friendship as a lengthy story like the all the other Carrd containers on this specific subpage), so here's a not-that-chronologized list of most of our quirks, events and running gags we had (still have in the case of the running gags) together since start of conversation/friendship online:
First sharing of LARDLOGO content on my channel on June 26th 2023: the aforementioned "Trombone" video (link)
My meme shitpost on Lardy's "Adam Copeland (Edge) AEW Debut, Live Reaction" video from October 2023 that I created 2 days after said video's upload: "lardy meme"
Lardy's November 2023 minisynth covers of the audio of my popular hypothetical 1980 Tandem Productions on-screen logo scenario; original July 2023 SpeggiMan video (that eventually spawned quite the wave of fake Tandem logos lmao) here
Lardy's October 2023 voice act of my original "idk if this is funny or not" video, also created 2 days after my upload
My comparisons of certain moments of Markiplier's voice to LARDLOGO's voice during my January 2024 "Mharrkeighplyurr" video
RUNNING GAG: "weewee/WeeWee", ironic naming of WWE (Lardy has an interest in professional wrestling) thought to be coined by modern logo community members Tio Draws Things and DannyMB24 around July 2024 ─ ended up being the subject of many inside jokes/posts/videos from Lardy, Tio and I's audiences since. Video examples: #1, #2, #3, #4, #5, #6, #7, #8, #9, #10, #11, #12.
The two "LL3K" and "LL3.5K" subscriber specials created by LARDLOGO in December 2024 and March 2025, respectively; and featuring lots of questions by me answered by him in both videos. Very highly recommended to give both of them the full watch when having the time; for anybody with Archive Panic or significantly low attention span, I've created a Pastelink document of just the Q&A's summary. The LL3.5K special also particularly spawned a very hilarious/entertaining Lardy reaction to Merzbow's infamous 1996 japanoise track "Woodpecker No. 1", originally requested by me as a question.
My August 2024 "LARDLOGO out of context" long production, containing nearly 35 minutes of funny/interesting/weird Lardy antics and funny moments publicly uploaded to his channel + some more classic SpeggiMan joke shitpost/meme clip/"vAniTy cArD" action after the Lardy videos. LARDLOGO also left very lengthy comments on my video detailing context/explanation of the Lardy clips shown in long production. Also worth noting that Lardy sent me this random unlisted, originally recorded in 2011 video of him "having an ADHD attack" a few days before completion/upload of my long production; stating "please don't use this in lardlogo out of context" in video description.
RUNNING GAG: "Repressed Childhood Memories" (RCM), or Lardy's childhood/preteen crushes and fascinations he had back then, all of them becoming solid and worthy Speggi/Lardy inside jokes and public running gags w/ audience in their own way. This running gag started in August 2024 and has been active since. The RCM "big three" are: 1990s Clarissa Darling from Clarissa Explains It All (#1, #2, #3, #4, #5, #6, #7, #8, #9, #10, #11), Kitty Katswell from T.U.F.F. Puppy (#1, #2, #3, #4, #5, #6, #7, #8, #9, #10, #11, #12, #13, #14, #15, #16, #17, #18, #19) and 1990s Alex Mack from The Secret World of Alex Mack (#1, #2, #3, #4, #5, #6, #7, #8, #9, #10, #11). But he also had other minor childish crushes back then other than the "big three"; they're all listed by him here and showcased in the intro. Most of these aforementioned crushes of his were referenced and memed in LARDLOGO's "Repressed Childhood Memories Part Two" (alongside a most likely joking crush on Lori Loud from The Loud House as part of a Joe Worth gimmick), as well as in some LARDLOGO long production endings such as the ones in "TeggiFan goes to a Bangles concert (gone wrong!)", "Watch the Carolina Panthers lose with LARDLOGO (2026)" and "Watch the Dolphins lose with LARDLOGO (2024)". This running gag/inside joke is currently thought to be on par with, if not EVEN BIGGER/MORE IMPORTANT than the Joe Worth one.
RUNNING GAG: "TeggiFan", another made-up Joe Worth-related similar character conjured up by Lardy's mind in late August 2025 that mirrors and riffs on my very own real ongoing crush/fascination I have for Susanna Hoffs of The Bangles, albeit in an obviously exaggerated Joe Worth-ish trademark Lardy way. After he conjured up the idea and presented it to me through a YouTube reply back then it rapidly started becoming another considerable running gag for both of us, making references together in many posts/comments, Lardy creating a brief TeggiFan teaser at the end of his "Repressed Childhood Memories Part Two" video, and the eventual one-off Joe Worth-esque production starring the character: "TeggiFan goes to a Bangles concert (gone wrong!)". The "My name is TeggiFan, and I really really like Susanna Hoffs!" quote also became part of the whole running gag quickly, this particular line often being quoted by both of us whenever a new mention of either Lardy or I's childhood/preteen crushes is made, but with the T and F letters being replaced by new random ones each time (e.g. "HeggiLan", "BeggiZan", "ZeggiJan") and Susanna Hoffs replaced by the crush mentioned in that moment. This gag also sometimes takes the form of the L letters from LARDLOGO's username being replaced (most common variants are "MARDPOGO" and "DARDDOGO"). Since early 2026, the "TeggiFan" persona has been commonly repurposed (especially on Lardy's fan community page) as a jokey/shitposty/memey, unreasonably horny alter ego of me (SpeggiMan) that's famously disproportionately angry at people criticizing/dismissing/disrespecting stuff related to Susanna Hoffs and The Bangles, often engaging in hypothetical crazy and manic scenarios and doing everything in his power to reach his supposed goal of people respecting "the Goddess" (this is CLEARLY NOT how I act online/IRL, it's just the ironic alter ego/character xd).
My recollection of a bizarre LARDLOGO-related dream I had in January 2025, resulting in Lardy genuinely taking the idea of making a placeholder fanmade logo based on that in consideration; idea that came true just the next day after telling the dream on my Community tab: "THE LARD LOGO (2025)". This fanmade logo based on my weird dream unironically continued to be used on his subsequent long productions as a placeholder fanmade logo until the LARDLOGO branding rebrands that started rolling out in 2026.
RUNNING GAG: Basically the entire online/IRL modern retro throwback scene/community, especially members of it like Jordan Rumsey, Heather Leather, Violet Sky and Ana Moll. This is more of a one-sided SpeggiMan-related thing rather than a quirk/gag employed by both of us, but it's genuinely such an important running gag to know about at least on my end LMFAO. You're bound to see a reference to the online scene at least once per month on my channel (and also regarding Giorgio Moroder and similar early EDM sometimes) e c k s d e e .
RUNNING GAG: "Lardy scouring", a self-dubbed activity that's basically me having sporadic sessions of extensively/intensely scouring and going through as much LARDLOGO media and online presences/posts/write-ups of his as possible in single sittings for the sake of sheer entertainment and genuine desire/interest of wanting to learn more about his entire Internet history out of neurodivergent curiosity. The activities I commonly do in my "Lardy scouring" sessions are: going through LARDLOGO's whole "Videos" and "Posts" tabs, searching up his username in hopes of finding off-YouTube online presences and documentation, creating secret burner forum accounts to access Lardy-owned forum accounts (e.g. railfanning-related ones), using Wayback Machine and third-party YouTube full channel searcher tools/unlisted video viewers to unearth hard-to-access Lardy resources and defunct websites/pages/accounts. I've got accused a couple of times by LARDLOGO of "stalking his online life" or whatever regarding this practice, but I always successfully (and genuinely /srs) assure that "I really like digging all sorts of online information about his online presences sometimes fsr XD, I just like to learn more about his overall history on the Internet to catch certain interesting/hilarious quirks ─ it's how I found his ZippyVideos 'logolover' profile a while ago. This doesn't constitute actual stalking such as creepy/threatening behavior and online/IRL doxxing of house, address etc".
My discovery of "LORIMARDUDE" in February 2025 as part of a Lardy scouring session, a way lesser-known alternate YouTube account Lardy used to own as a child and preteen back around the late 2000s and early 2010s
My discovery of LARDLOGO's earliest online presence (a defunct ZippyVideos "logolover" account active from 2006 to 2008) in March 2025, as part of a Lardy scouring session. Here's the community post I made comprehensively documenting my findings, that gained quite the traction with my audience on my Community tab (including with Lardy himself, obviously) back then
List of certain quirks/events of us (#2)
My discoveries/recreations of rare/lost LARDLOGO media in February 2025 and June 2025, respectively, as part of two separate Lardy scouring sessions. All this recent uncovered Lardy-related media further pushed the "SpeggiMan is a stalker/stop stalking, Speggi" joke statements made by LARDLOGO whenever finding out I perform an instance of "Lardy scouring".
RUNNING GAG: The wacky/witty/shitposty random-ass fan posts (that would literally NEVER make my actual Posts section) I do since late 2025 onwards for pure fun, boredom or better Lardy visibility on LARDLOGO's own YouTube fan community page. Many running gags opted by the both of us (or even audience members who frequent his fan page or post on it!) chiefly came out of this activity, such as: the "🧴" emoji (acting as a hypothetical "anti-horny spray/ointment") for when my random fan posts start getting too horny/sexually charged, posting just the names of certain attractive female (or occasionally male) public figures alone to signal I have transient crushes/fascinations on them at the given moment, an entire so-called "saga" with sci-fi elements (location and time travel) spanning multiple SpeggiMan write-ups/fan posts featuring the TeggiFan character and his escapades as a perpetually wanted fugitive with criminal records/court cases (led by "Judge Whirley III") that lasted for around two months (~February-March 2026), running gags featuring teasing with childhood/preteen crushes [such as "MACK" with Lardy's crush he had on Alex Mack and "VEEKEE" (humorous phonetic spelling of "Vicky", sometimes typed out with spaced letters) with The Randomness Channel's crush he had on Vicky from The Fairly OddParents ─ an unique video example here], my extensive (shit)posting about Artemis II during said crewed mission (often featuring made-up stories of TeggiFan being there with them or semi-serious posts professing love to Mission Specialist Christina Koch) etc.
The memey/shitposty custom interactive games I've created in early 2026 that reference many of our events/quirks and running gags/inside jokes ─ a Jeopardy! board powered by Buzzinga that can be found here, a LARDLOGO-themed word search that can be found here, and a LARDLOGO-themed test/quiz that can be found here. All of these got Lardy reaction videos here, here and here, respectively.
RUNNING GAG: My slight annoyance/tiredness at having to hear the audio of this fanmade logo over and over again for YEARS on end during our online friendship until its retirement in 2026 (first stated my genuine feelings in this whole comment and reply thread, and then Lardy made lighthearted fun about it here and here). The gag on my end often centers on typing "Ew" (additional "w" letters optional xd) when I'm reminded of it.
RUNNING GAG: LARDLOGO's significant uneasiness when it comes to audiovisual identities that feature pitch black backgrounds and (sometimes glowing or shining) golden text/logos/symbols at the same time, as well as a sudden audio from time to time. The gag on my end often centers on posting existing logos or custom designs that are like that directed towards Lardy with the caption "BOO".
My "TEACUP 666 BLURSED" and "Repressed SpeggiMan Memories (...)" videos, because both got LARDLOGO reactions here and here, respectively.
RUNNING GAG: "Buster F. Billington", yet another fictional character inspired by Joe Worth and TeggiFan that is obsessed with Keri Russell (particularly her 1990s form). The "Buster F. Billington" name was originally thought up by LARDLOGO in early 2026 to denote the courtroom bailiff from the now-finished "TeggiFan saga" by SpeggiMan, but since the saga came to an end, this name has been entirely repurposed by the both of us to create the current humorous character, in large part due to a Lardy fan community page post done by me where I mentioned her [Keri Russell] and also the fact that Lardy had a genuine crush on 1990s Keri Russell himself as a teenager due to viewing the 1992 movie Honey, I Blew Up the Kid back then, in the 1st half of the 2010s. Video examples where Lardy joked about said fictional character: #1, #2, #3, #4.
RUNNING GAG: Two words..... Joe. Worth. If you know you know, 'nuff said. This running gag is so hilarious, extensive, important and straight up legendary in both of our audiences that I need to create a separate container for it. Behold the whole (back)story below.
"a-Le-xA bLiSsSsSsSs!!!"
The aforementioned 2013-debuting female WWE wrestler's ring name being uttered in a silly, mocking and drawn-out tone? The 1986 Matlock intro? A WWE Wyatt Family sheep mask? Excessive limerence/obsession/borderline deranged staged behavior? My people on this page right now, those are all part of the biggest and most ironic/funniest Speggi/Lardy running gag/inside joke of all time. Fuckin' legendary story time.Back in 2023/1st half of 2024 when we were both just getting started with our online friendship, and a few months/years after also having a genuine transient crush on Alexa Bliss myself /srs /gen during my very first sessions of "Lardy scouring" I stumbled upon yet another alternate account owned by LARDLOGO called "Joe Worth". There were only a few railfanning/meme/creepypasta videos, and 2023 me was confused as to why was that account named "Joe Worth". Then in April 2024 I successfully manage to collaborate with one of my favorite recent retro-themed YouTube channels, Natalie & Retro Stuff (still watch her and comment on videos as of today!) ─ on the shitpost video I eventually uploaded featuring her collab/shout-out clip, I get another memey comment from LARDLOGO mentioning "Joe Worth". Already curious, I attempt questioning him about the meaning behind "Joe Worth" but he indirectly refuses to further reply, likely him wanting to keep the stuff secret until the reveal from a few months after this.Fast-forward to July 2024 when I was currently pitching/producing my now-outdated-and-inaccurate "Top 14 Earliest Home Video Logos" logo top, this one also being my first objective (not subjective/opinion-based) one. I remember Alexa Bliss and the transient crush I actually had on her around 2020 for a while in June/July 2024 and intensely ponder if Lardy (already knowing his professional wrestling interest) is/was also ever aware of her (keep in mind that she was never mentioned on his channel prior to Summer 2024 fsr). So I proceed to fully produce and premiere my logo top, also inserting a few references for the first time to the wrestler in the usual joke vanity card segment from the end of my long productions; to see if the audience or Lardy says something about it. And yes, in LARDLOGO's comment on said logo top, I get the confirmation that he's aware of her, and that she is related to the "Joe Worth" thing, story that he'll explain (already explained as of now) in the then upcoming "LL3K" special. It's also mentioned by him that "Joe Worth" was a three-episode series made by Lardy that's "too risky to be seen by the public".The "Joe Worth" topic remains dormant for the rest of the summer, until September 13th 2024 rolls around. The OFFICIAL BEGINNING of the running gag. On this day, Lardy finally reveals "Joe Worth" for the very first time by publishing this video featuring the series' fanmade title sequence deliberately copying the 1986 Matlock one (and also using its theme song from back then) ─ as it turns out, "Joe Worth" was a satirical trilogy created by him in 2017 featuring a mentally ill man named Joe Worth (played by Lardy himself) disguised under a WWE Wyatt Family sheep mask, that has an unhealthy obsession with Alexa Bliss (series also making fun of the "very horny fanbase" for her that existed online in her early wrestling career; content being "too vulgar to be uploaded in full"). I was so fucking entertained by what this then-mysterious thing turned out to be LMFAO. Found it so amazing and funny that he was aware of her since her WWE/NXT beginnings and that he created an entire raunchy made-up trilogy satirizing her fanbase/beauty that we were all unaware of L E L . It seriously made my whole week back then. The fact that he was also planning to send me the whole trilogy privately to me because we're best online friends was simply incredible too."Joe Worth" then quickly disseminated around both Lardy and I's audiences, the majority of the people following us also finding it quite hilarious/memey. It already started mildly spreading as a running gag/inside joke in the first few days/weeks after reveal. Lardy also further elaborated on Joe Worth in December 2024 as part of his "LL3K" special. However, the main driving impact of the series in the Speggi/Lardy online circle didn't fully hit until January 11th 2025 when Lardy uploaded the 2nd episode from the trilogy's cold open. This also was the moment Joe Worth's distinct raspy/silly voice and laugh (obviously provided by LARDLOGO) and the now-iconic "a-Le-xA bLiSsSsSsSs!!!" line got more popular with our audiences. And the rest is pretty much history.After the 2nd episode's cold open upload, Joe Worth skyrockets in popularity/meme status in both of our audiences and becomes a huge (pretty much our hugest) running gag/inside joke, spawning tens of videos, references, community posts, comments and whatnot by a lot of people watching our content. Despite Lardy's initial late 2024 hesitance to upload more of the series, he has eventually published a few more segments as of today (probably as a perceived demand of more Joe Worth content and continued proliferation of running gag). People watching us started becoming more aware of Matlock and Alexa Bliss since the fanmade trilogy's rise to stardom on both YouTube channels. It's basically become part of our online lives at this point LMAO, and I'm honestly so thankful it was me who prompted Lardy to reveal Joe Worth and turn it into a massive niche meme in our online circle of friends (⚠️ if it wasn't for me to make the Alexa Bliss references in the earliest home video logo top back in July 2024 there's a very high chance the series would've NEVER been publicized per Lardy's own thoughts about the reveal!!! ⚠️).Here are all the video examples of Lardy and I joking about Joe Worth and publishing segments as of now:
#1, #2, #3, #4, #5, #6, #7, #8, #9, #10, #11, #12, #13, #14, #15, #16, #17, #18, #19, #20, #21, #22, #23, #24, #25, #26, #27, #28.And ultimately, regarding the fact of him privately sending me the trilogy on Discord, as of May 2026 I've only got the so-called "broadcast version" of the first episode sent to me (its mid-credits scene being uploaded by me as part of my Joe Worth & Matlock intro comparison video) and its "behind-the-scenes" version [of said first episode], and the second episode ─ and I've evidently watched them already. Other than these, nothing has been done as of now and I'm still patiently awaiting the rest of content sent only to me and only me watching it (not "the public" per Lardy's request) just because we're best online logo friends XD /pos.
Ongoing connection, conclusion
As of May 2026, we're currently strong online logo besties. We both have the most tight-knit friendship (being first in both of our online friends list on our YouTube channel home pages), lots of our content is interconnected (reciprocal references to each other and shares of content on both channels), we joke about each other and have epic running gags and inside jokes etc etc etc.; basically it's like around half of what we do online right now is related to each other. People from our separate audiences even started flocking to the other person (few from Lardy's audience sometimes comment on my stuff and vice versa).We both started the friendship due to the obvious thing that brings us all together regarding our audiences, community and many more friends: LOGOS. But regardless of that we also have similar fun- and variety-filled childhood/preteen memories and experiences (silly productions shot on camera, adoption of Internet and online accounts early in life, weird childhood crushes/awakenings and scares), similar technical info (male, childhood kaitasexuality, neurodivergence, not taken) etc. We might have some sizable things that don't match (Lardy's interest in trains/sirens/film reels/sports/wrestling/EAS/animals while I'm more interested in musical culture, 1970s-1990s/modern throwback stuff and retrocomputing/lostwave ─ as well as my considerable hatred of summer compared to Lardy's hatred of winter) but despite those occasional differences, the positive heavily outweighs the negative and we're still ongoing as "logo community best friends" as of nowadays.IDK what to even type anymore rn. I just love our online friendship so much. Literally so much. It's an absolutely spectacular, dreamy, wonderful, fun, engaging and fulfilling online friendship that genuinely makes my logo career days brighter /srs, all the inside jokes and things we bond over are entertaining, all that sentimental stuff about us being online besties. The affectionate nickname of "Lardy" was also quickly adopted by me since Fall 2023 onwards (and even by LARDLOGO in the meantime when sometimes making references to himself), and it's now one of the most common ways I refer to him (this also sorta goes the other way around with him rarely jokingly calling me "Spaghettiboy"). It's just such a rewarding and fun overall online friendship and bond, that's all there is to say. We watch each other's long productions and overall videos/posts and comment on them, we await channel plans, we sometimes get inspiration from each other... we've created so much funny stuff over the past months/years with audiences participating and we'll evidently continue doing so and checking out each other's content ─ I'm really thankful for him to be quite the presence in my online life and vice versa and that we'll keep at it as long as we're great friends and supporting each other throughout the days and nights.That felt like it went a little too homo/romantic at the end. cough speggiman is ahh i apologize if it comes off that way AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA i am bisexual y'all dw duh. anyway subpage is over

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1. I've always been a cat person since childhood. IDK, always found them better than many other pet animals and, like, cozier and way more fun/interesting/silly/happy to be around. This choice might also relate to fact #4 xd (⚠️ DO NOT THINK I OUTRIGHT HATE OTHER PET ANIMALS OR OWNERS OF IT; LIKING CATS IS MY PERSONAL CHOICE AND I'VE NEVER FIGURATIVELY SHAT ON OTHER PEOPLE AND THEIR PETS JUST FOR THEIR OWN OPINION/CHOICE UNLIKE CERTAIN REDDIT SUBREDDITS IYKYK ⚠️)2. Summer/hot hater and winter/cold lover (Lardy's the opposite /nm) also since childhood.3. A traumatic and very frightening experience involving a severe thunderstorm w/ family in a local park in early childhood (I vividly remember a single chaotic and extremely troubling ~3 second long POV memory of me in a terrace restaurant park chair, other chairs/tables moving by themselves and lots of thick twigs flying in the air, a deafening cacophony of howling wind/cracking sounds, as well as young kid me flailing my body and screaming bloody murder) triggered astraphobia and ancraophobia (ONLY with very strong winds), with all its bona fide intense symptoms and extreme panic/stress whenever one of those came around. Started involuntarily growing out of it and symptoms easing fsr since around 2023 (fear is still present but milder though), but it still remains my greatest ever constant fear of something in my own life.4. Similarly, a random small white dog biting me at the beach in early childhood causing a considerable bleeding wound and immense pain/distress/crying for my brain back then triggered moderate to severe cynophobia ─ thankfully got over ~90% of the fear since the late 2010s due to my aunt's adoption of another small white dog and gradually getting used to its presence and touch over months.5. I often get the Tetris effect with all sorts of video games, and even certain online content (for example, I usually saw sporadic bursts of muted-color pixels while closing my eyes during my already-mentioned time on pixelplace.io in 2021, or play Tetris in my head at night or sometimes see hazy muted flashes of Minecraft gameplay after playing it, or even see hazy muted flashes of images of certain content creators/people when closing eyes if I watch them for more than usual /srs).6. Speaking of Tetris, I do play it from time to time on its official website; my highest score on the regular game being 505,015. Also I'm very proud of having a high score of ~10.4M on the Tetris Gems variant (can be accessed by clicking on "MORE GAMES" at the Tetris game main menu): I think it's the 4th best high score of all time on that particular lesser-known spin-off judging by only three people online having shown scores higher than my current PB.7. I am VERY susceptible to Archive Panic of all types of media, especially since COVID fsr (never had such problems in childhood, IDEK why). This particular AuDHD-driven personal problem sometimes impacts certain interests I have and online researching so much that multiple meltdowns/crash-outs were caused, prompting urgent withdrawals from the interest to protect well-being. I just fucking, hate it.8. Had quite the battles with stupid health anxiety during 2022-2024 that I unironically generated a Suno song to verbalize the stress/panic/nihilism this sort of stuff caused me back then. Now I'm doing way better regarding this problem as of 2025 fsr, most certainly got sick of all the worries and I think browsing r/HealthAnxiety a lot and its all-time top posts around that time period also tremendously helped.9. Similarly, I also battled tons of body image and self-esteem issues from around late 2022 to mid-2024. Full story of the mental self-healing is too long/complex to even just summarize on here, but my active YouTube audience certainly knows about my struggles and healing update community posts I used to do back then. Loving shout-out to this incredibly amazing, kind and supportive gem of a person BTW for being a significant driving force of my mental self-healing journey, still watching her content as of now.10. Got a supposed IQ of 118 at an official test I took at a psychologist's office in 2018. Don't really know what to think of it atm because I'm pretty sure IQ's a bunch of BS regarding measuring a person's actual whole multi-faceted intelligence/personality and judgment levels.11. I have quite the great (IMHO) skills at various online creation-related stuff such as graphic design, 2D/3D animation, website building, music composition and video editing ─ as y'all can already obviously see throughout my online presence.12. Can type with 96 WPM (phone keyboard) and 115 WPM (PC keyboard) per my last 10fastfingers.com English top 200 words typing test results from February 2025.13. A sudden wrong twisting movement with my left leg in my bathroom on an October 8th 2024 afternoon led to seriously injuring my left knee area ─ cue ~2.5 months of recovery, physical therapy, clinical exams, bed rest, MRIs, sadness and whatnot. Entire late 2024 saga of my knee adventures and chronicles can be accessed here: #1, #2, #3, #4.14. Was an extremely gullible child; if you told me nearly anything else about stuff (be it truth or obvious lies) I would've totally believed it without any questioning (now no longer like that d u h ). I also had several self-caused SEVERE misconceptions about musical culture as a child: Believing that any recent media mention I saw of a musical act that was actually popular in the past meant that their peak popularity was right now when they were telling about it. Thinking that ALL individual singers create ALL their stage presence, lyrics, instrumental, vocals, professional production, music videos, instrument playing, mastering, releasing, literally everything they sang was their 100.00% creation. Not exactly getting what an "album" was because I was sure everybody released music as standalone songs/singles throughout history. Thinking that the music video I was seeing of a song was the actual final live recording of it, and that the instrumental/vocals you were hearing and seeing them sing were recorded at the same time as filming the music video with the audio/video camera and were the final take and official release of them. Et-fucking-cetera. I'm ashamed. /hj15. Back in 2016 when bottle flipping was the premier online fad, I managed to land a bottle cap flip on a high place of the tall class bookshelf in elementary school recess, prompting my entire class and classmates going bananas and cheering/shouting/complimenting me. It's still the most social success I've ever had in overall K-12 education to this day.16. This fact might sound sorta childish/cliché, but my favorite food is pizza/fast food/hot dogs/that sort of stuff, favorite color is blue, and favorite movie is 2012 (2009) (I mean it actually was before the unfortunate events I tell about in fact #41 /srs).17. The longest I've went without defecating was around 5 days in early childhood due to kid me stupidly wanting to see how long I could go without poop and being excited at results. Honestly felt no discomfort/pain/distress fsr until the last moment /gen. IDEK what was that lmao.18. The earliest ever instance/proof of me being online (technically started surfing the Internet in ~2011 tho) is a January 2nd 2014 comment I left on a Grid16 release on a certain popular Flash game website, comment saying "GRID 16 IS A BAD GAME FUCK" in my native language fsr (I actually liked it a lot back then AFAIK). Said comment can't be accessed on the actual game's page on that website anymore due to the eventual deprecation of the website's online discussion plugin, but it still appears as of writing this on a large outdated off-site archive of the plugin before removal only if you search deep enough. I'm not publicly linking to it, or naming the certain Flash game website, due to privacy concerns and wish of keeping my exact country private.19. Yes, I am finally confirming it on this subpage... I have alvinolagnia (⚠️ NOT TO BE CONFUSED WITH INFLATION; IN MY CASE IT'S JUST THE REGULAR STOMACH ⚠️). As if it already wasn't too fucking obvious from certain content I've put out on my YouTube channel over nearly a year. You choose to either be comfortable or not with this fact, it evidently doesn't define my entire online presence or overall personality. Don't you fuckin' dare blame only me for this: blame the music video for "Don't Cha" by The Pussycat Dolls (2005) being the very first technical sexual awakening and feelings of attraction towards somebody I've ever had in my personal life in ~2011, the swaths of 2000s Shakira music videos constantly aired on regional music channels fsr in my early childhood, Activia commercials, and a random strange belly dancing fad/trend my country had in the late 2000s/early 2010s for causing all this according to the not yet scientifically confirmed but widely-accepted Pavlovian conditioning theory of certain "exciting" things a toddler starts noticing in people sometimes contributing to the development of fetishes in early life. Boom. It's like the only redeemable part of summer (🤢🤮🤢🤮) and HS for me.20. Speaking of childhood experiences with music, I also vividly remember me watching the music video for "Bangarang" by Skrillex (2011) on regional music channels in 2012 being the first time I was subjected to overall hardcore techno/EDM (dubstep/moombahcore in the song's case) and finding it so intriguing/odd, and also "The Final Countdown" by Europe (1986) around 2010 being the first 1970s-1990s song I've heard and also one of the very first overall proper songs I remember hearing in my life (was erroneously believing the song/band was most popular in 2010 per a music-related childhood misconception from fact #14🤦🏻). Other songs/music videos I fondly remember watching and liking from early childhood were "Party Rock Anthem" by LMFAO ft. Lauren Bennett & GoonRock (2011), "Firework" by Katy Perry (2010), "Welcome to St. Tropez" by DJ Antoine ft. Timati & Kalenna (2011), "Bad Romance" by Lady Gaga (2009) (remember my grandma hating so much on lady gaga back then lmafo), "Levels" by Avicii (2011) and "Gangnam Style" by PSY (2012).21. I grew up in early childhood with rather outdated technology for its time, as I was once telling y'all in a community post. Here's some stuff I genuinely remember tech-wise from that era of my life, aside from the stuff shown in the early 2000s nostalgia MSN article from my community post: #1, #2, #3, #4, #5, #6, #7, #8, #9.22. I can vividly recall many certain early childhood memories as y'all saw in the past five facts, especially also knowing the exact time period/year it has happened (similar to Lardy having his first memories from 1998-2000, 1997 being his birth year). Keep in mind that I was born in 2008. What's possibly my very first memory ever coincided with the first audiovisual identity I remember seeing too, and that was basically this (make sure to read the scrolling opinion after the logo). Also probably the main cause of my whole damn logo interest.23. Here's how my love for 1970s-1990s culture/stuff started, copying and pasting from a self-made reply on one of my logo tops: "[...] mom kept me showing stuff and music on TV and YouTube as a kid from 'when she was my age' and I was finding it sorta intriguing. Another (negative?) staple of my childhood was getting frightened by the music video for MJ's iconic 1983 song 'Thriller' that was still being shown as nostalgia on music channels. My irremediable love for 1970s-1990s stuff (music, tech, lifestyle, celebrities etc.) however didn't fully take off until late 2019/early 2020 when I started binging on old music and getting obsessed with it briefly after, which progressed into also finding out about tech and other stuff from that time period."24. The only time I've been to a concert was an open-air one with famous regional artists during New Year 2019 celebrations in my country. That was it. I despise concerts, excess sensory/visual overload (only with public events, not with online content or photosensitive epilepsy or whatever), arena ahh events and very loud music/noise as expected from a neurodivergent person like me. Can't understand how another neurodivergent person like my best online logo friend Lardy can tolerate this sort of stuff regarding WWE events; maybe he's the "I like loud/fun/eventful stuff so much" AuDHD person. I'm not.25. I probably scarred some children as a child myself by making ugly silly faces at them in local parks and some of them eventually crying. I honestly feel so sorry for that; we're all a certain degree of dumb/sociopath/immature in the oh-so-carefree childhood tbh LOL.26. I can do a few popular "weird body things" such as the clover tongue, moving my ears, rumbling my ears and going cross-eyed.
27. I had really weird hyperfixations with The Simpsons and Doctor Who in 2018, without ever watching an episode of both. My activities pretty much mainly consisted of scouring their wikis and related info/content about the shows on the daily for hours on end, seriously memorizing all the information and liking it. Interest randomly dissipated in 2019-2020.28. My first Internet screamer was in 2011 on YouTube (also have memories from that time of YouTube using the "Broadcast Yourself" slogan, Unregistered HyperCam 2, video annotations, certain overused songs, early YouTube memes/viral videos, 2007 One True Media logo, Windows Movie Maker), during my first ever months of online surfing. Stumbled upon a video (can't find it anymore) containing a fanmade SMPTE countdown sequence counting down from 5 to 1 (instead of 8 to 2), that was followed by a random scary vampire face (wasn't the infamous Exorcist girl IIRC) accompanied by a weird prolonged groaning sound. Child me wasn't even severely startled/traumatized in the slightest fsr, just oddly looked at the creature while backing away from the PC in only mild fear/terror. The infamous Scary Maze Game followed a while after that, but I thankfully first played it without PC speakers turned on (unlike the YT countdown case); had similar weirded out/mild fear response at the Exorcist girl (with no sound though) lmfao. Was I really that unscarable!?29. ❤️😍✨❤️🤩✨ 1980s Susanna Hoffs with her large, intense, expressive, gorgeous eyes that hold secrets untold, wide intoxicating killer smile, smooth slightly high-pitched voice exuding sheer sensual femininity, sexy big teased '80s hair, and slim body/guitar skills can have all my heart. ✨🤩❤️✨😍❤️30. Bro the fact that she still looks so great and youthful in her 60s like dayum31. my dream is to make my possible future gf wear a black curly teased wig and and electric guitar while naked in bed32. my favorite musical act is the bangles33. my favorite '80s movie is the allnighter (1987) yuh guysw /hj34. i should stop now35. Had the very unusual ability of perfectly reading/writing letters, words, sentences and numbers since the ages of 2-3 (since 2010-2011). This has helped me a lot in vividly remembering many early childhood memories and music/culture popular back then, real life communication/understanding of world and engaging in Internet surfing since around 2011. All the teachers at my kindergarten/elementary school were heavily impressed of my innate reading skills as expected; was the only kid in early education classes that could read/write flawlessly lmao36. Reached English language fluency from all points of view (reading, listening, speaking, accent, slang, pronunciation, writing) at around 11 years old (~2019). Yes, I was NOT born in an English-speaking country (still in that country now duh xd) and learned it as second language from movies/TV, gaming, the Internet and sometimes school. Speaking of my other experiences with languages, I learn German at my school since 5th grade (currently at a B1/B2 level like the rest of my class) and I also attempted to learn Spanish myself through Duolingo back in Spring 2023 but swiftly grew tired of it fsr and just called it a day. "Juan come pan." and "El niño bebe agua." still haunt my thoughts from time to time. Also was heavily attracted to Zari's Spanish voice during that time period yyyyeeeeaaahhhhhhhhh...37. I can both read and hear perfectly in my dreams for as long as I remember. For any neuroscience fuck who says flawless reading in dreams is certainly impossible for humans, bruh.38. Never reached 2048 in the eponymous video game to this day.39. Had Skeeter syndrome in childhood. It gradually faded away as I entered preteen age fsr (yes, it's possible for it to go away on its own due to development of one's immune tolerance/system over time).40. The apartment I live in rn since being born had a ⚠️HIGH TANK PULL CHAIN TOILET⚠️ until September 2025. Seriously not kidding /srs /gen. It was there since my parents' childhood according to them (such toilets were still in sporadic use in our country back then) and it was finally replaced by them with an omnipresent new modern one in September 2025, here in our apartment. Definitely the most retro thing I had the opportunity to ever use XD. My future apartment (#1, #2) also has an ordinary omnipresent modern toilet though DUH, as expected from today's sanitary ware.41. Incoming not-so-fun trauma-related fact: I have a (most likely lifetime from that point on) extreme sensitivity for any instance of only women (both real life and animated) in panic, danger, being beaten/abused/tortured, tied up/bound/restrained, screaming/crying, suffering, shouting, dying etc. in movies/TV and real life (basically everything about "women being brutalized for spectacle" as Does the Dog Die likes to say). I get nearly all panic attack symptoms when even the slightest hint of a woman's face in peril or tense situation is around me, be it directed or unscripted life. I can no longer watch the vast majority of normal action-related media, not even if I browse Does the Dog Die, Cinemorgue (VERY troubling to involuntarily see the pictures on that wiki btw) or sometimes even checking out endings of Wikipedia movie plots before watching the thing and already knowing what's up; the fact that it just happens triggers full-blown panic mode. Not even when it's played for laughs or part of an online meme/funny clip/shitpost. It's only with women; with men literally any level of epic extreme action/peril is just fine and going as usual. ⚠️Not sexist,⚠️ it's my own involuntary experience regarding the circumstances of the original trigger experience. I've limited certain media consumption since, and my general day-to-day life sometimes feels a little tougher than before the event due to encountering such stuff from time to time. All this due to a certain personal reason/experience I had in early 2024 that I'll never ever want to detail publicly on here. I had nausea, low happiness/motivation and sudden bursts of crying/anger for a few days/weeks afterwards. I wish it would've never happened. So to everyone reading this fact now, please do not try to attempt subjecting me to those specific things online or sharing/tagging me in stuff like this. Da infamous P-T-S o' D. Drat, stuff in life happens and sometimes it's for the worst. Moving on now.42. My first ever genuine crush (not random transient attraction towards a person like I said in fact #19) was Rapunzel from the animated movie Tangled (2010) around 2012-2013. I actually remember taking a CRT TV picture of her with my little young child hands during a regional airing of the movie and setting it as phone wallpaper on the Nokia 6300 I owned back then LMAOOOOO (got my first smartphone and also first one in our household in 2014; told y'all I grew up with outdated technology per fact #21).43. Similarly, my first male crush (speaking as a person that's bisexual) was the character of Şehzade Mehmed from Muhteşem Yüzyıl around the same time period as the Tangled crush. I've already comprehensively detailed my early childhood memories of watching said Turkish TV series (I'm not Turkish) and of the Tims Productions logo here. Also about male crushes, I have to say that I currently find myself swooning A LOT over Amirchik from time to time since late August 2025 ─ just randomly stumbled upon his name on a Reddit music subreddit a while ago and haven't even largely checked his music or understand anything he says (mainly saw pictures and social media videos) but his looks alone are downright exhilarating/dreamy for me. He's so fucking cute and handsome and chill. Yeah, all this despite the whole Susanna Hoffs thing and The Bangles being my genuine favorite band. Having multiple crushes is normal, especially when you're a person like me who is attracted to both genders and often rides the "bi-cycle" xd. Now only if he had the voice of FRAGRANCE (nearly ungoogleable artist) and made songs like his hhhhnnnnnnnggggggggggg🤤🤤🤯🤩 cough44. Always had quite the stage fright for as long as I remember, especially in kindergarten/elementary school (but at least I didn't mask it by side-eyeing audience members like my queen Susie /t /nm). I just don't fucking like to be praised/applauded in real life for all sorts of performance skills in front of a random large unknown audience for some damn reason (with family, people I know and classmates it's okay). How Lardy managed to do this and this is beyond me. Just kidding he's probably the more outgoing and unaffected-by-stage-fright AuDHD person, again.45. I had several online accounts before on websites such as Imgflip, VidLii, All Poetry, Uncyclopedia, Scratch, DeviantArt and even Wikipedia during the 2nd half of the 2010s and early 2020s (some of the account pages are still accessible as of writing this), but they were all under different usernames before the birth of "SpeggiMan" ─ I am never going to publicize them [my past accounts] in the future due to very cringe/immature/stupid childish content on there and also certain personal info I no longer want to explicitly reveal.46. During my Summer 2021 beach vacation, right on the last day of it (before arriving back in my hometown and in my apartment in the late evening) I tripped on a shallow street staircase and straight up landed on my right elbow, causing severe right arm pain and weakness all over. Spent the ride back home and next ~2 weeks after the vacation with extreme tenderness in the middle of the right arm and severe pain whenever I did the slightest movement of it, didn't improve with the RICE method at all. But then the constant pain/tenderness randomly started improving by itself after a couple of weeks and since then my right arm is fully 100.00% back to normal with no lasting consequences. Never did any X-rays or medical imaging regarding my arm in the meantime. God knows tf actually happened.47. A few "forgotten" AuDHD hyperfixations I used to have in childhood were certain brief (30 seconds to 5 minutes) countdown videos on YouTube with all their creative colorful graphics and font design, compilations and records of longest vocal notes in singing as well as wide vocal range compilations [Georgia Brown (the Brazilian one, not the 1933-born English one) was fucking figurative crack to child me, holy shit!], hydraulic press and Algodoo marble race videos, 2000s/2010s phone ringtones, nuclear tests and mushroom clouds, and learning about very large numbers online and the people inventing them. All those aforementioned hyperfixations randomly dissipated throughout the 2nd half of the 2010s without any voluntary quitting fsr; my mindset just started automatically losing interest in this stuff and that was it.48. A thing I used to almost obsessively do during outings with family in local parks in childhood, whenever outdoor weddings were held there, was to go up to the bride/bridesmaids when they were just pacing around and waiting for stuff, and tell them "I apologize (yes I always started with "I apologize" fsr) but I'm in love with you/y'all" with a shit-eating grin. Oftentimes I didn't even take the time to look at the person, I just walked up and said this randomly. My embarrassed mom always ran after me after going to them and saying the line, and explained to the bride/bridesmaids that I was just an ordinary silly child blurting out those things sometimes without discernment as usual from a kid. Nowadays, memories of this thing I used to do sporadically haunt me when in bed by myself from time to time. BUT THAT'S NOT ALL!!! FOR MAXIMUM POSSIBLE UTTER CRINGE, VISIT HERE AND HERE uuuuuuuuuuggggghhhhhhhh49. I was a very severe sufferer of verzephobia as a child. Funny/dumb/ridiculous video game error or glitch compilations? Playing 3D video games a lot? r/softwaregore? BIOS/ROM/console corruption videos? N O P E . Just nope that's all. Thankfully started growing out of it in a similar manner to the astraphobia mentioned in fact #3; symptoms/fear slightly easing around 2023 but not completely (likely due to brain development changes). Can play 3D video games that can suffer mild/moderate glitches and watch corruption videos ~75% comfortably as of now, especially if funny commentary/montage is included in the latter for ultimate comic relief among horrific unnatural game/bootscreen contortions.50. No matter the circumstances, I just can't get into breakcore. Coming from a significant music and music history fan of varied styles/genres. I tried to get into it and its many subgenres back in late 2023/1st half of 2024, checking out YouTube mixes and popular modern artists of the genre, but I CAN'T. I'm all for overall EDM as y'all know (on the most hardcore end, I seriously dig speedcore, terrorcore, extratone and sometimes even fucking japanoise/harsh noise wall for its sheer randomness/absurdity; makes really great music for shaking off and musically verbalizing very stressful/infuriating moments in life IMO ngl) but I can't damn do it with breakcore. My mind is just involuntarily unable to wrap around spliced amen breaks, layered synth pads, sampled female vocals and all that jazz. Closest thing y'all can get to SpeggiMan liking typical-sounding breakcore and its subgenres is my genuine epic appreciation for heavy glitch pop/hyperpop/dariacore like Femtanyl's work (made a cool analysis/critique of her "CHASER" EP in November 2024 btw) and futuristic/sci-fi ahh sounding experimental flashcore like Xanopticon's work.
51. Speaking of hardcore EDM, listening to Camellia (arguably the GOAT extratone musician online)'s "Hello (BPM) 2025" track and watching its music video for the very first time when it just came out (now used to the whole vibe and is such a replayed hardcore EDM favorite of mine) caused me to suffer a genuine full-on panic/sensory overload attack (one of the few times this happened in my life). 200/10 would camellia again.52. The first time I actually took the time at around 9 years old to listen to Rick Astley's massive 1987 hit "Never Gonna Give You Up" aside from hearing/seeing only the first few seconds as part of the rickrolling Internet meme up until that moment, just like nearly everybody posting online about remembering seeing the music video for the first time on MTV in the late 1980s/early 1990s, I DIDN'T FUCKING EXPECT HIM AT ALL TO SOUND LIKE THAT BASED ON LOOKS. Still remains one of, if not the strongest ever "voice doesn't match face" moment of my life and also probably for many others in our world.53. Was an absolute diehard fan of AVGN (Angry Video Game Nerd) during the late 2010s. Watched nearly all episodes on YouTube and now get every single running gag/funny moment of the series. I was so obsessed that I set a picture of his Nerd character as desktop wallpaper for a while back then, confusing the heck out of my parents when they first saw it xd. Said web series probably also is what got me into old video games and retro tech/retrocomputing stuff in the first place later in life. I no longer watch the web series or follow James Rolfe's overall work for a few years already due to gradual loss of personal interest, but it [AVGN] was indeed a really awesome highlight of my late childhood.54. Regarding the best, funniest and most engaging/memorable/captivating Internet adventures/sagas I've ever took part in and followed, it's still a tie between this and this. oh oh shoot i just forgot about the t.a.t logo right now as of writing this omg i apologize bruh /srs55. Finished The Impossible Quiz 2 with a grade of C back in the mid-2010s (some questions were looked up tho icl); still the only one of the iconic Flash game franchise I managed to complete. Flash games also were an important and memorable part of my childhood, like many others in the 2000s/2010s.56. The PSP was the most entertaining electronic device of my childhood since getting it on an early 2010s Christmas (yes ik the gadget was more popular in the 2000s but still). Words just can't describe the wasted hours of fun it has taken away from me back then. It's seriously been turned off (basically hibernating at this point lel) since 2022(?) IIRC but damn it was such an important part of kid me's life. Already created several community posts detailing some of my various PSP memories ─ still have to create one huge post or Pastelink document comprehensively going through my entire childhood PSP experience (just like I also need to do with my 2000s dumbphone/2010s smartphone memories) but I'm too lazy and would procrastinate too hard for dat l m e o /hj /nf. 🤤🤤🤤 GOOD FUCKING TIMES. 🤤🤤🤤57. Was an avid fan of .io games in the late 2010s (personal favorites were Agar.io, Skribbl.io, Slither.io, Hole.io and Paper.io). Really simple and casual time wasters LMAO58. Used to play Geometry Dash and follow the GD community online and on YouTube a lot in the 2nd half of the 2010s/early 2020s. Specific memories of that time include the very first time I learned about the video game here (and then playing the free Lite version on phone), getting the actual full video game in 2018 also on phone, beating The Nightmare (still the hardest GD level I've successfully beaten), beating Nine Circles only in practice mode in ~90 minutes, my genuine intense crush on Juniper in 2019-2020, all the Pusab font/Silent Circles/"At the Speed of Light"/2.2 release date/Extreme Demon/etc. online memes, all the popular GD YouTubers/people of the time, the obligatory iconic GD gameplay videos💀 (#1, #2). The eventual fate my GD interest met was nearly the same one as the fate of my AVGN interest: I no longer play GD or follow the community for a few years already due to gradual loss of personal interest, but it [GD] was indeed a really awesome highlight of my late childhood.59. I sorta am a slight name nerd since around preteen age. Not a strong or important hyperfixation/interest (often researching shit daily for hours on end) but I sometimes do check out and enjoy stuff online such as r/namenerds, r/NameNerdCirclejerk, r/tragedeigh, namenerds.com and Behind the Name in moderation whenever I have the time, especially when it happens for me to be bored. Tbh my favorite types of names (and the ones that I've always been drawn to) are girl names that have 3 syllables and end with "A". really obvious pattern when speggi/lardy running gags and certain personal retro crushes come into play i know already amirite b l u h 🗿🗿60. I'm this person ever since I first laid my hands on a PC keyboard around 2011.61. My only ever (bad) attempt at a conlang was "[REAL FIRST NAME]ian"; a random incomplete personal project created in a single Word PC document around April 2022. It had quite the grammar rules, strange methods of counting and conjugation, ~800 words, and even a writing system (literally just an alphabet-based one involving a certain easy glyph pattern💀). Also damn made sure that the majority of the invented words NEVER happened to be linguistic "false friends" by always typing each and every one of them in Google Translate; really wanted it to be a different/unique thing fsr XD. [The poorly made conlang] even became somewhat of a meme and witty topic in our family and acquaintances WhatsApp group in 2022 when I finished my work and uploaded it on there. The ~30000-character Word PC document (written entirely in native language btw) containing the whole conlang is still on my PC as of typing this fact, last modified on May 16th 2022 per file properties. Might want to publicly release an English version of said document purely for shits and giggles in the future, but due to my sporadic procrastination habit with difficult/lengthy online presence work as y'all know, very low chance of this ever happening. No, I will never create another conlang again.62. Regarding cartoon channels, I was a Disney Junior and Boomerang kid growing up. I kept hearing about stuff like Cartoon Network, Disney Channel and Nickelodeon in childhood and at my elementary/middle school but kid me could genuinely care less about cartoon channel preferences (there still were people watching my preferred channels tho). Maybe I missed out on some epic stuff, maybe not, idc anymore. Watched NEARLY ALL PROGRAMMING of both channels, knew and liked countless shows from there (basically nearly everything that was broadcasted /srs), but if I had to choose 5 specific shows from each channel that brought the absolute most fun/enjoyment/entertainment to kid me from all the rest and now very fondly/nostalgically remember, on Disney Junior it was Mickey Mouse Clubhouse, Sofia the First, Doc McStuffins, Sheriff Callie's Wild West, The Lion Guard ─ while on Boomerang I seriously have to split it into modern programming and old H-B cartoons (duh): regarding modern programming, it was Be Cool, Scooby-Doo!, Baby Looney Tunes, The Garfield Show, LazyTown (it was on Boomerang in my country tho), Mr. Bean: The Animated Series (only seasons 1 and 2 ─ season 1 had reruns in my country in the mid-2010s); and with old H-B it was Tom and Jerry, Scooby-Doo, Where Are You!, The New Scooby-Doo Movies, The Perils of Penelope Pitstop, The Jetsons. Whew. Stopped watching cartoons and cartoon channels altogether in early 2022 but what an amazing time I had in childhood (this clearly wasn't one of the cherished fond memories bruh😑😒) and thank God I also happened to grow up on older cartoons lel.63. I single-handedly organized two class-only "talent shows" (our school management never had opportunities or a possibility for a professionally-organized schoolwide one btw). First one was randomly organized by me in 2nd grade during a specific recess period; my girl classmates were the only contestants while the boy classmates were the mass """""jury""""" (they just loudly cheered/clapped or booed while giving various 0-10 ratings lamo) ─ I was calling 1-2 girls at a time to the middle of the classroom and they did all sorts of stuff on-the-fly such as random childish dancing alone or together, the cartwheel/splits/whatever, hand clapping games etc. Whole thingy lasted ~15 minutes (basically our school recess period back then), and a 4-minute segment filmed by one of my classmates with my phone at the time is still on my PC as of writing this for memories and posterity. Second one from 3rd grade, however, was far more of a deal. Long story short, it featured sacrificing a single drawing class for it (yes it lasted around an hour this time), our elementary school teacher being involved and watching, a self-made announcement and event date of it, everyone participating this time (not just the girls), "diplomas" created by me at home in Microsoft PowerPoint, my entire class voting for the final ranking after the acts, rehearsed acts in recesses leading up to the talent show, classmates signing my papers "proving the chosen participation", a couple of phone videos of nearly the whole event, music provided by classmates' phones etc etc etc. It was such a delightful hour full of silly childish organized fun in my class, that wouldn't've been possible without me (our teacher made sure that the class gave me a round of applause towards the end for doing all this x d ). The few videos taken of this 2nd larger "talent show" were unfortunately lost in July 2019 when a malicious software deleted half of the PC personal life images/videos made during 2017-2019, but regardless of that, it certainly was the absolute greatest ever and most memorable, fun-filled K-12 education moment from my school life, on par with the event described in fact #15. Please note that I didn't participate in both of the talent shows fsr, I was the main organizer and that was all; it never crossed my mind to also participate.64. Vandalizing the regional Wikipedia website in my language/country from time to time was an immature/sorta embarrassing childhood Internet pastime in the 2nd half of the 2010s (a publicly described example is in this post). Yes I'm admitting to this despite having had a Wikipedia account on the regional website during 2019-2021 (see fact #45). I used to repeatedly vandalize regional pages for the Disney Junior/Boomerang cartoons mentioned in fact #62 (usually once every 1-5 months) and put all sorts of nonsensical and shitposty stuff there (sometimes I blanked the entire page and typed a single new sentence or paragraph) or sometimes modify descriptions of the show's characters or Wikipedia infobox details in humorous/shitposty ways, introducing exaggerated/made-up/absurd/bizarre/unrelated information and lore or changing spellings of certain words/names in funny/random ways (my vandalisms were quite similar to the memey USS Gyatt and USS Rizzi English Wikipedia vandalisms from late 2023, but cartoon-themed). I knew the mods/admins would immediately revert the unwanted page revisions, but I only cared about the sole hilarity of my vandalisms and laughter from own witty descriptions LMFAO. There also were the rare instances where I vandalized English Wikipedia pages instead. Nearly every vandalism made by yours truly on the regional and English website was preserved in the many pages' edit histories, and it's a current pastime as of now to sometimes look back on them and laugh my ass off at whatever my child brain was conjuring up and plastering on the harmless pages. I've matured since and no longer feel the urge to vandalize Wikipedia and disrupt its peace with random unconstructive bullshit at all.
65. I have a "secret" Reddit account since 2022 that has a completely different username and profile picture as to conceal the source of my actual online presence and prevent audience stumbling upon it and already knowing that's me. There's also pretty personal/certain stuff about me and my life on that account (that I prefer to not reveal) and that's one of the reasons why I separated the Reddit account from the "SpeggiMan" persona altogether.66. Was a HUGE chewing gum/bubble gum enjoyer since around the late 2010s until April 2023 when I got food poisoning from a stupid spoiled hot dog (stopped chewing gum consumption during that time period and eventually never returned to the habit after that fsr). Prior to April 2023, I tried nearly E V E R Y brand/variety/flavor available in my country (/srs /gen i swear i was obsessed), could do a couple of invented "bubble gum balloon tricks", ate 4-6 pieces of gum per day, chewed gum literally everywhere (while showering, during COVID online class when camera was off, outside, on vacations, at my PC/phone, just chilling etc.) ─ you were DAMN BOUND to see me have all sorts of gum in my mouth for at least ~75% of the day. And all this happened fucking 24/7 for a few good years, not kidding in the slightest. Nowadays I can look at a chewing gum display stand in a store and go "Yeah, I've already tried all these brands and flavors before several years ago, great times lmao". Yes I enjoyed the absolute heck out of this book in the late 2010s.67. The most scared I've ever been in my lifetime still is a solid tie between all my pre-2023 astraphobia reactions (more at fact #3) and the exact moment my left kneecap dislocated at the very beginning of my late 2024 knee chronicles (more at fact #13) and the ~30 seconds or so it was nearly sideways and out of place. Genuinely thought it was going to stay like that and couldn't walk anymore and the painful manual reduction/repositioning would've happened minutes/hours after the initial event at the hospital, nearly had a full-on panic attack, THANK GOD it slid back into place by itself (it was a self-reducing patellar dislocation) and eventual ligament/cartilage harm was therefore minimized and recovery happened in just ~2.5 months instead of surgery and lengthier recovery and shit like that. Just got a genuine moderate (non-PTSD ig) flashback to the initial dislocation a few days before writing this very fact, leaving me with half of the somatic flashback symptoms. Big fat bruh moment it was.68. I am a very neutral person when it comes to 2020s AI. Not fully supporting/encouraging/often using it at all, but also not vehemently avoiding/hating it altogether. I keep weighing the pros and cons constantly. This YouTube reply I've left best describes my overall opinion on this stuff.69 (LMAO NICE). The logos that scared me the absolute most in childhood were the 1988 Worldvision Enterprises logo, the 1978 Golden Harvest logo, the 2015 Gold Film logo and the 1st audio of the 2016 Tims Productions logo (including the unsettling animation). All those scares were best summarized by me here.70. The single worst fucking audiovisual identity of history IMO is a tie between Ruby's Tuna from 2020 (just check out my genuine rant on said logo in the video description of "A Logo SpeggiMan Likes From A to Z") and the 2006 TV3 "Horror" ID (solely due to the reasons stated in fact #41). Not even this, this, this, this, this, this or this can truly rustle my jimmies.71. I have hyperphantasia for as long as I can remember, and an alternating mix of both prophantasia and advanced prophantasia when I dream at night marc anthony not intended. Relevant picture here, as well as a helpful news article on the condition here.72. Did stuff like this in childhood. Duh. Why is this thing even a fun fact on here lmafo it's rather basic ngl73. I had quite the mispronunciation and misconception blunders when I first got into 1970s-1990s music/stuff in 2020-2021: pronounced Shania Twain's first name as "SHAW-nee-uh", Siouxsie Sioux as "syook-see syooks", Sade like "made" with the first letter being S, Siobhan Fahey as "see-AH-buhn FAY-ee" (I was unfamiliar with Irish phonology at the time), INXS as "inks" ─ and regarding misconceptions, the only notable one I remember is when I thought Haddaway was a band /srs. i apologize my native language isn't english also we're all novices when coming across new stuff then we obviously learn and gain experience duh💀🗿74. Used to watch TLC from time to time with my mom during 2018-2023. I will let this community post tell the rest of the story. Also used to heavily enjoy Ridiculousness (and reruns of 2011-2017 seasons) in the same time period.75. Was (and still am) an Android user since getting my first smartphone in 2014. Learned that iOS/iPhone is not for me the hard way after trying to get into it and royally failing for a few days/weeks around 2021 due to sheer peer pressure. Fuck bad mental health and peer pressure now.76. Was taught basic chess by my grandma when I was 7-8 years old. The only things I got from that were sometimes beating my grandma in certain chess matches during late childhood and preteen age, and still having all this info about chess rules in my head to this day. Nope, this knowledge didn't go any further than that ─ never joined chess.com or kept playing it a lot with multiple people or made it quite the hyperfixation/hobby/passion or stuff like that. If only me knowing some notable stuff about the online chess community (see "Interests" subpage) could count.77. I used to have a comprehensive paracosm starting around 2016, and my interest and continued stories of it started dissipating around 2021. It was called "the [REAL FIRST NAME] parallel universe" (often abbreviated to the initials in native language in written/typed text) and it had such a rich and detailed timeline/history/society, dedicating many random private childhood/preteen Word write-ups, paper/digital drawings, telling my extended family about the made-up stories from there and whatnot to said paracosm. There is WAY TOO FUCKING MUCH to unpack regarding this childhood/preteen paracosm (it genuinely had that detailed/comprehensive of a history and piles of write-ups/drawings/stories/events, some of them still existing on my PC as of now), but some of the random quirks of the imaginary "parallel universe" were: birth of the paracosm on September 18th 1671 due to the "Betrax" star's explosion outside of existence. The "[REAL FIRST NAME] Company", main headquarters of the paracosm, founded in 1927 in Kansas, USA, that had 47 employees, all male except for the single (fictional IRL) woman there: Sarah Bryant of all things. The main "[REAL FIRST NAME] TV" TV station, founded in 1942. The paracosm's observable universe being exactly 9 times larger than ours. Hurricane Sophie in 2014, the largest natural disaster of the paracosm's Earth. Aligning/joining eight arteries of a blue whale's heart IRL creating a portal sending you to the paracosm. The single eradicated disease there being rabies. 8391 elements in the periodic table from the paracosm, all discovered at "[REAL FIRST NAME] TechLabs". Only 38 separate production studios/logos existing there making up the entire movie/TV/game industry. Life expectancy, birth/gestation and aging not existing at all; new population and people in the paracosm just popped up and fell from the skies at a certain set age and time period and stayed like that forever, there was no death by natural causes/old age. I was the head of the "[REAL FIRST NAME] Company" and had around 5 billion subscribers on my hypothetical YouTube channel ─ the other three co-founders of it were (not joking here): Gordon Freeman (which had ~1B subscribers on his YT channel), Tom Bailey, and Malu (which was like a knockoff Maui from Moana xd). CGI being invented in 1962. First personal/home computer created in 1956. The heat death of the paracosm on March 28th 2126, the remaining universe matter/atoms forming the "[GRANDMA'S REAL FIRST NAME] parallel universe" later that year. 🤦🏻 E T C E T E R A . 🤦🏻78. I'm oddly this person for as long as I can remember. It genuinely do be like that sometimes /srs idk.79. Used to have Exploding Head Syndrome occasionally (once every 1-3 months) in childhood. The specific noise I heard when having this was always a strange brief harpsichord/violin-esque ahh sound; I best recreated it with ~90% accuracy in UltraBox here (Vocaroo link). Listen to this with earbuds or a headset at its absolute max volume for the near-exact Speggi sleep experience (also audio mixed it so it matched the certain volume level of the sound back then). But there were two unique times when having this thing where I heard different sounds: first one was my mom shouting my first name and second one was a firecracker sound (both are also commonly experienced by people with EHS despite no person talking or actual sound duh). This syndrome went away for me altogether during preteen age fsr, and I currently no longer experience it anymore for a long while already.80. I can complete the infamous 2017 video game Getting Over It with Bennett Foddy in just 2:39.151s (achieved this on January 30th 2026). The game's speedrun world record BTW, if anyone's interested, is currently 59.885s.81. I've always been an unusual and vivid/multi-faceted dreamer (at night) since childhood, or at least that's how I perceive myself to be. It's most certainly due to my neurodivergence. I've been having random on and off periods of dreaming often (like 3-6 nights per week) for weeks on end, I had dreams that literally felt like they lasted 15-30 real life minutes /gen, I woke up from dreams half-asleep and they continued RIGHT from where they left off when falling asleep again, I had combinations of dreams and nightmares, I can read and hear perfectly in my dreams (fact #37), I can sometimes have dreams so vivid and rawly intense that I physically wake up deeply affected (either positively or negatively) and stupidly(?) think the dream's subject is part of reality for several good minutes before my brain also fully "wakes up", I even had a handful of unintentional lucid dreams throughout my whole life (/srs, without even intentionally trying fsr XD)! Don't exactly know if this is the average person's sporadic experience with dreams too, but I just personally feel this thing, like I'm such a varied person with so many experiences when it comes to dreaming. And I honestly like it, there's nothing bad about my often heightened abilities of dreaming in so many strange ways and patterns...!82. Used to have precordial catch syndrome episodes in childhood. No longer get them since preteen age, I instead started developing periods of AIVR (accelerated idioventricular rhythm) from time to time, still continuing nowadays. Caught it [AIVR] on my pulse oximeter at home a few times. Most likely cause is the long-fixed CCHD I was born with; echocardiograms (have to do them once every 6 months since birth to monitor ongoing heart health as part of lifelong routine checkups) and heart CT scans (have to do them once every 2 years since 2023 to monitor ongoing heart health as part of lifelong routine checkups) obviously show nothing wrong because AIVR is a completely benign arrhythmia, saying this just so y'all who are reading this don't worry.

Remember that this subpage, as well as all the other subpages accessible through the main page, is scrollable. There's more than just one container of information; scroll until the bottom to read everything (and also to access the "back to main page" button). All the dates are in YYYY/MM/DD format.
Pre-overhaul changelog
Note: This container will have a little more detailed, story-like information about the history of my Carrd page, compared to the post-overhaul main changelog that describes the newest changes made on specific dates. Both are in ascending order.
2023/06/13 - The speggiman.carrd.co subdomain and actual page is swiftly created by me with a stock Carrd starting point/template in 30-60 minutes, acting as a "quick main hub" for my then-just-commencing online presence. It had a really minimalist/effortless look (it basically was a nearly unchanged automatic default page template provided by Carrd) ─ with my pfp and slogan, some rapid-fire/straightforward basic information about me, a less-developed story on how my username came to be, and literally nothing more. This was the first version of the page, live on the subdomain from June 2023 to December 2023 with only minimal changes to the text throughout. A brief flash showcasing only a certain cropped snippet of how this initial version looked like can currently be seen at 4:58 of this November 2023 long production of mine.2023/12/23 - I successfully "revamp" my initial Carrd page altogether in a few hours'/days' time and announce the deed /nsx on my Community tab. This second version looked structurally nearly the same as the first June 2023 version template-wise, but the improvement consisted of a manually modified, more aesthetically pleasing and colorful, blue/purple gradient-heavy appearance (in both the background and single-page container) ─ as well as a bunch of (but not too much like in today's overhauled version XD) new information about me, my music taste, my interests, my pet peeves, a more detailed story about my username and links to my other Internet accounts, all considerably lengthening the container and increasing scroll depth/size of the singular page. This former version of the page was periodically updated with new text and info about my pop culture preferences every time my opinions on stuff fluctuated/happened/changed/evolved throughout 2023 and the 1st half of 2024.2025/02/12 - On this day I finally find a workaround to log back into Carrd after I couldn't do it for the entire 2nd half of 2024 and early 2025 fsr (it kept freezing and not responding), and switch all mentions of my age from 16 to 17 because I was turning 17 on that day/month. Due to no longer being able to update the Carrd page during that time period and the majority of info becoming slightly outdated, I make the first announcement on my Community tab and Carrd page at the time (in the form of a disclaimer at the top of said page) of a complete overhaul of my page scheduled for Summer 2025.2025/06/15 - I publicly announce and green-light the development of the all-new, current Carrd page in secret hidden Carrd sections, and therefore I replace 100.00% of the previous version's contents with an "under construction" notice featuring suggestive construction/roadwork-related overall graphics until the overhaul is completed and officially released. I also announce a projected page completion/release in early July 2025 at most.2025/06/19 - I officially start development on the current Carrd page behind closed doors.2025/07/06 - An unfortunate combination of newfound hardships in page creation, a major YouTuber and animal rescue community death, a lengthy hometown-wide power outage, a family-wide gas leak scare in my apartment, and page writing/planning underestimation all significantly delay development of the current Carrd page, which prompts me to publicly announce a postponing of the estimated page completion time from early July 2025 to the end of Summer 2025 ─ I also start a development hiatus on this day (July 6th 2025) due to all these aforementioned problems and to make way for video production of "A Logo SpeggiMan Likes From A to Z" and a 4-day vacation in mountainous areas of my country.2025/08/01 - I resume the hiatus and start working on the current Carrd page again from where I left off. I also successfully hit 50% completion of the page on the same day. But 2-3 weeks later the estimated completion date is yet again postponed to a final deadline of September 8th 2025 (when I start junior year of HS). Slight tweaks of various page info due to changes/fluctuations in my personal life and online presence over more than 2 months since work on this very overhaul commenced also start happening.2025/09/01 - I'm ~99% done with the current Carrd page. Pretty much everything needed for the initial release of the overhaul was graphically designed and written ─ the only thing left is to make the page as mobile-friendly as possible by manually modifying mobile-specific Carrd design/appearance settings (yes you can do this and such thing is available as a separate convenience option in Carrd, this is big brain time fr lmfao), and to prepare the website launch "event" (channel videos/posts).2025/09/04 - The all-new overhaul of the Carrd page is OFFICIALLY RELEASED TO THE PUBLIC. It has a completely different structure/look and new awesome-looking graphics done by yours truly from scratch with no template, a looping stock video as background, multiple overall pages achieved with separate section breaks (defeating Carrd's one-page purpose LMAO), six subpages full of varied info that can be accessed from the main page, a plethora of typed text about all sorts of stuff pertaining to my online presence/interests/pet peeves/personal life etc. It's honestly my greatest and largest ever online presence project I've done to date (this is the 2nd greatest/largest IMO lel) and I am proud of all the hard work that eventually successfully paid off, and also grateful for my dedicated audience's waiting/patience and encouragement. 😃😃😃🎉🎉🎉
Post-overhaul main changelog
2025/09/15 - Added two already-established interests I forgot to initially include, green and yellow tier respectively. Modified a yellow tier interest's information. Added an already-established ⚠️ pet peeve I forgot to initially include. Overhauled 9th bullet point in "List of certain quirks/events of us" container altogether, added more "WeeWee"/Joe Worth-related video examples, and a few more important tweaks all in the "My online friendship with LARDLOGO" subpage due to fluctuations and developments in the topics. Added fact #78 in the "Fun facts/happenings about me" subpage. Added hyperlink to my YouTube Carrd overhaul launch video and a new bullet point in the "Page info/trivia (M E T A moment)" container from this very subpage.2025/10/14 - Changed "~900 subscribers" mention on main page to "+900 subscribers" with a plus sign because of already going over that milestone. Added info about kendamas trending again since Fall 2025 in "Interests (page 2)" container from "Interests" subpage. Added a couple more examples of Lardy and I joking about his childhood/preteen crushes in specific bullet point and another separate bullet point in "List of certain quirks/events of us" container from "My online friendship with LARDLOGO" subpage about the TeggiFan running gag/inside joke, as well as slightly modifying info in the bullet point about the online/IRL modern retro throwback scene/community running gag from same container/subpage. Modified fact #40 from "Fun facts/happenings about me" subpage due to my family buying and replacing the old toilet with a new modern one in our apartment a while ago.2025/10/19 - Added a new example of Lardy joking about Kitty Katswell from T.U.F.F. Puppy in specific bullet point in "List of certain quirks/events of us" container from "My online friendship with LARDLOGO" subpage. Added fact #79 in the "Fun facts/happenings about me" subpage. Changed all browser tab subpage titles to no longer say "SpeggiMan's Carrd Page | [SUBPAGE TITLE] - SpeggiMan's Carrd Page", but just "[SUBPAGE TITLE] - SpeggiMan's Carrd Page" instead because I just stupidly realized the former was too redundant.2025/10/25 - Bolded month and year in TeggiFan bullet point in "List of certain quirks/events of us" container from "My online friendship with LARDLOGO" subpage (like I do with other months/years in that specific subpage) because I stupidly forgot to do it during 2025/10/14 page changes. Added a new example of Lardy joking about Joe Worth in "a-Le-xA bLiSsSsSsSs!!!" container from same subpage, as well as new information in said container's last paragraph about getting the "behind-the-scenes" version of 1st Joe Worth episode from Lardy on this exact day I'm making these page changes. Switched "As of September 2025" to "As of October 2025" in "Ongoing connection, conclusion" container from same subpage again to match the modified info in "a-Le-xA bLiSsSsSsSs!!!" container.2025/11/12 - Added two already-established yellow tier interests I forgot to initially include. Added a new example of Lardy joking about Kitty Katswell from T.U.F.F. Puppy in specific bullet point in "List of certain quirks/events of us" container, modified info from last paragraph of "a-Le-xA bLiSsSsSsSs!!!" container to reflect my completed viewing of Lardy's private Joe Worth media, and switched all instances of "As of October 2025" to "As of November 2025" to keep up with the current information ─ all three changes were made on the "My online friendship with LARDLOGO" subpage. Added initially forgotten info about me pronouncing "INXS" wrong in the past in fact #73 from "Fun facts/happenings about me" subpage.2025/11/26 - Added a bunch of new examples of Lardy joking about his witty childhood/preteen crushes as well as elaborating on the TeggiFan running gag/inside joke also with new info in "List of certain quirks/events of us" container, and added a brand new example of Lardy joking about Joe Worth in "a-Le-xA bLiSsSsSsSs!!!" container ─ both changes were made on the "My online friendship with LARDLOGO" subpage. Modified fact #18 from "Fun facts/happenings about me" subpage due to recently discovering an EVEN EARLIER evidence of me being online than April 5th 2014. Modified info about "ascending/descending date order" in the note from the beginning of the "Pre-overhaul changelog" container from this very subpage due to stupidly realizing AGAIN that I've been doing these changelogs strictly in ascending date order, and that the information is not succinct at all, but rather lengthy/detailed.2025/12/19 - Upgraded professional wrestling interest from red tier to yellow tier due to Lardy and I's online friendship/influence and me seriously learning about and finding out more about this topic in the meantime both from Lardy and personal curiosity. Modified info and added a bunch of new examples of Lardy joking about his witty childhood/preteen crushes as well as modifying info about the TeggiFan running gag/inside joke (because the one-off production got released) in "List of certain quirks/events of us" container, and added 2 new examples (from same source) of Lardy joking about Joe Worth in "a-Le-xA bLiSsSsSsSs!!!" container ─ both changes were made on the "My online friendship with LARDLOGO" subpage. Added a new bullet point about the Carrd page catering to neurodivergent people in the "Page info/trivia (M E T A moment)" container from this very subpage.2026/01/04 - Tweaked now-outdated information about Susanna Hoffs elsewhere in the whole page due to Linda Cardellini suddenly/unexpectedly becoming my new celebrity crush since December 30th 2025. Added new bullet point about my posts on LARDLOGO's YouTube fan community page in "List of certain quirks/events of us" container from "My online friendship with LARDLOGO" subpage.2026/01/27 - Changed "+130 videos" mention on main page to "+150 videos" because of already going over that milestone. Added an already-established green tier interest I forgot to initially include. Added new info regarding Lardy joking about his witty childhood/preteen crushes and new info regarding the LARDLOGO YouTube fan community page bullet point in "List of certain quirks/events of us" container, as well as adding a brand new example of Lardy joking about Joe Worth in "a-Le-xA bLiSsSsSsSs!!!" container ─ both changes were made on the "My online friendship with LARDLOGO" subpage. Reweighed whole Carrd page and it turns out the size has gone from ~429KB to ~490KB, thereby modifying the Carrd page size bullet point in the "Page info/trivia (M E T A moment)" container from this very subpage.2026/02/12 - Changed age from 17 to 18 in "Technical info" container from "Who am I?" subpage. Slightly overhauled bullet points about the Repressed Childhood Memories (RCM) and TeggiFan running gags with updated/brand new info as well as adding info about the fan community page-related "Mr. SpeggiMan"/"Judge Whirley III" running gag in "List of certain quirks/events of us" container, added a new example of Lardy joking about Joe Worth in "a-Le-xA bLiSsSsSsSs!!!" container, and switched all instances of "As of November 2025" to "As of February 2026" to keep up with the current information ─ all three changes were made on the "My online friendship with LARDLOGO" subpage.2026/02/23 - Added the name of The Unsung Goddess (/hyp?) in green tier "Microsoft Windows/Macintosh and Android/iOS" interest. Added an ❌ pet peeve I forgot to initially include. Updated quite the info about stuff such as the RCM/TeggiFan running gags and more, and also adding info about the custom Jeopardy! board in "List of certain quirks/events of us" container, as well as adding a new example of Lardy joking about Joe Worth in "a-Le-xA bLiSsSsSsSs!!!" container and new info in said container's last paragraph about getting the 2nd Joe Worth episode from Lardy ─ both changes were made on the "My online friendship with LARDLOGO" subpage.2026/03/14 - Added new examples of joking about Kitty Katswell and Alex Mack in specific bullet point in "List of certain quirks/events of us" container as well as slightly modifying info about the fan community page-related running gag, and added a new example of Lardy joking about Joe Worth in "a-Le-xA bLiSsSsSsSs!!!" container ─ both changes were made on the "My online friendship with LARDLOGO" subpage. Updated Tetris personal best from 352,536 to 394,021 due to reaching this score a few days ago in fact #6, and added link to the very first high-profile news agency article on hyperphantasia in fact #71 ─ both changes were made on the "Fun facts/happenings about me" subpage.2026/04/08 - Changed "+900 subscribers" and "+350K total views" mentions on main page to "+950 subscribers" and "+400K total views" (respectively) because of already going over these milestones. Added two already-established yellow tier and red tier interests I forgot to initially include. Separated "List of certain events/quirks of us" container into two ones due to character limit issues (and modified/expanded info on several already-existing and new events/quirks in them), and added 3 new examples of Lardy joking about Joe Worth in "a-Le-xA bLiSsSsSsSs!!!" container ─ both changes were made on the "My online friendship with LARDLOGO" subpage. Updated Tetris personal best from 394,021 to 482,011 due to reaching this score yesterday in fact #6, and reinstated facts #29-#34 and Susanna Hoffs-related info elsewhere (as well as crossing out the specific 2026/01/04 update segment) because it turned out Linda Cardellini was just a days/weeks-long milder crush instead ─ both changes were made on the "Fun facts/happenings about me" subpage. Reweighed whole Carrd page and it turns out the size has gone from ~490KB to ~510KB, thereby modifying the Carrd page size bullet point in the "Page info/trivia (M E T A moment)" container from this very subpage (and also made sure to include an "as of the () update." notice on that bullet point from now on). Switched all instances of me stating I'm "a 2 on the Kinsey scale" to just "bisexual" because that's truly who I am and I've also successfully and properly opened up to my audience 1-2 weeks ago about this, getting lots of support/encouragement in turn.2026/05/01 - Added Cocteau Twins in the main page text due to them being my 2nd favorite musical act, and again feeling that I'm probably one of the very few ones in my country who follow them to such a huge/dedicated extent. Changed eyesight from -6 to -6.25 in "Technical info" container from "Who am I?" subpage because of the annual eye exam's new results. Added an already-established yellow tier interest I forgot to initially include. Added two ⚠️ and ❌ (respectively) pet peeves, and removed 2 ⚠️ pet peeves altogether due to no longer affecting me anymore in any form. Modified/expanded info on several already-existing events/quirks in "List of certain quirks/events of us" container(s) (as well as adding a new running gag) and switched all instances of "As of February 2026" to "As of May 2026" to keep up with the current information ─ both changes were made on the "My online friendship with LARDLOGO" subpage. Added facts #80, #81 and #82 in the "Fun facts/happenings about me" subpage.2026/06/03 - Changed "more than 2 years of activation under this username" mention on main page to "more than 3 years [...]" because it's officially been 3 years since the beginning of my entire current online presence (on May 15th 2023). Removed considerable chunks of cringe/unnecessary/overblown text from some ❌ pet peeves, keeping the info in line with the text length and succinctness of other pet peeves, and removed a single rather useless (IMO) ❌ pet peeve. Added new running gag about Buster F. Billington in "List of certain quirks/events of us" container(s) from "My online friendship with LARDLOGO" subpage. Updated Tetris personal best from 482,011 to 505,015 due to reaching this score yesterday in fact #6 from "Fun facts/happenings about me" subpage.2026/06/25 - Changed "+950 subscribers" mention on main page to "+1K subscribers" because of already going over that milestone. Added new video example of me joking about the "weewee/WeeWee" running gag in "List of certain quirks/events of us" container(s) from "My online friendship with LARDLOGO" subpage. Reweighed whole Carrd page and it turns out the size has gone from ~510KB to ~516KB, thereby modifying the Carrd page size bullet point in the "Page info/trivia (M E T A moment)" container from this very subpage.
Page info/trivia (M E T A moment)
Nothing on this entire Carrd page was written by AI, despite me using en/em dashes, repeated language/idioms/phrases, certain words/phrasing and text structuring that was long employed by humans WAY before ChatGPT's November 2022 launch. If you were to put any passage of text from any subpage through ZeroGPT you'll always get none or very low results because I actually took the time to write everything. I also never used AI for typing help on my YouTube channel. Just as I said in my "Pet peeves" subpage, I absolutely detest this new stupid trend of innocent/harmless people getting accused online of using AI for typing due to all those "dEaD GiVeAwAyS" that quickly spread online in 2025 ─ and there's an entire online community of aspiring writers, business people and neurodivergent people who think the same. Further reading here.
The number of online payments that were needed for full development of this whole page were 2 ─ Carrd Pro Lite ($9/year) and Canva Pro ($15/month). Bless this fuckin' organization /pos.
The background video (setting a video as background is only possible with Carrd Pro Lite or a higher tier btw!) was taken from here, except the version you see here on the page was upscaled by me to 4K using AI (so it looks better and crisper on here) but then compressed without substantial quality loss also by me using HandBrake so it could fit within Carrd's dumb 32MB size limit for background videos.
This whole page was designed and structured by yours truly FROM SCRATCH with NO pre-determined starting point/template ─ and I honestly think I did such a good and aesthetically pleasing job with it. It took quite the work and instant new learning experiences but the end result turned out to be just impeccable IMHO. Love the intentionally 1980s-feeling neon/dashed containers and colors/gradients and subpage title fonts and stuff I put together on here. This page/overhaul's design was actually one of the first things to be done regarding its development (before all the writing; the containers/buttons were just "Title", "Text" and "WIP/TBA" when design was finished) back in the initial June 2025 working stint before the July 2025 hiatus.
While working on this page I suddenly realized one day that it looks way too much like a typical Web 1.0/Y2K-era website LMAO. And that seriously is the case ngl ─ the "enter to page/let's go/whatever" button and page you're greeted with when accessing speggiman.carrd.co, the separate subpages for varied stuff and excessive text/writing in each of them, a "back to main page" button etc.
the only things left for addition were flashy html graphics/icons/looping animations and a tiled static background and bad quality scanned images and thanking other random users for help and a guestbook/blog and a "links" subpage and a random "NEW: PICTURES OF MY LOGO COMMUNITY ADVENTURES!!!!!" marquee hyperlink thrown at the top of the main page leading to a basic stock Y2K HTML table full of 404 images and a "BEST VIEWED IN 800x600" notice and a medium-sized interactive icon denoting this page being part of the "logo fan webring" and uncensored banners all over sponsoring umpteen niche fetish adult websites lmafoooooooooooooooo /j /sThis page was entirely created on a Windows 11 PC (mine xd duh), and it's therefore best viewed on a PC or some device with a 1920x1080/QHD/4K/8K resolution, despite it also being as mobile-friendly as possible. That's also the reason why I included screen recordings of the PC version of the website in the Carrd overhaul launch video from my YouTube channel ─ so audience members who mainly (or exclusively?!) depend on phones can see a bit of the intended way this page was structured and supposed to perfectly look like.
The intended order in which you are expected to check out this whole page is left-to-right, top-to-bottom regarding the button grid from the main page leading to the subpages. However I'm guilty of developing each of the subpages in random order xd (it was #1, #4, #5, #3, #6, #2).
There are no light blue hyperlinks in the "Interests" and "Pet peeves" subpages because I deliberately didn't want to ruin the entire colored text shtick. Y'all can search all that stuff up online already.
The title image for the "My online friendship with LARDLOGO" subpage, as it's shown on the main page, says "My online friendship with Lardy" instead is because if I were to type "LARDLOGO" in that retro brush script font it would've looked very off-putting and weird, just like how it nearly always looks when you attempt typing in uppercase with handwritten fonts. I don't see myself changing the text on the button from the main page to say "LARDLOGO/Lardy" or just "Lardy" though, I'm leaving it that way, also it's obvious that I refer to LARDLOGO when I say "Lardy" and this affectionate nickname I gave to him is well-known in both of our channels/audiences anyway.
I originally wanted to also set exiting animations for the graphics/design, fade-outs and stuff like that, when buttons were pressed so the animations were much more seamless (instead of the specific subpage's contents abruptly disappearing like it happens rn), but current dumb Carrd design/animation limitations stop for no one.
I would've KILLED to add ambient/downtempo/new age/smooth jazz/Frutiger Aero/Trammell Starks-esque calm instrumental music automatically playing as you check out the page (like you were able to do with 2000s Myspace profiles) if it were for BGM to be a Carrd page option. In the meantime I recommend putting such music in a new browser tab or audio file as you go through it lmeo
Just noticed while first editing and modifying the overhaul on September 15th 2025 that a couple of certain places from this whole page end up genuinely lagging and having short/moderate keystroke delays while typing in containers (this happens ONLY when I am in editing mode, not when normally checking the page out in browser). I've literally overloaded what's supposed to be a simple and casual one-page website creation tool with so much information and subpages and web design and etc and all that jazz that it's actually lagging on certain places and subpages LMAOOOOOOOOOO!!! Honestly wondering if ANYONE that has ever used Carrd before ever experienced this. Not many people put this much effort and info into FLIPPING CARRD maybe I'm even the only person who abused the platform and its editing in such an overblown and A E S T H E T I C and extensive/lengthy way X D
A large chunk of this page chiefly caters to neurodivergent people (due to me obviously being that) ─ making use of words such as "hyperfixation(s)", "AuDHD" and "sensory overload/issue", the entire neon/colorful/aesthetic-feeling vibe of the page's graphics, the whole "Interests" and "Pet peeves" subpages, the specific/witty stories and varied stuff I tell about on here etc. Not saying that neurotypical people can't understand this page AT ALL DUH, it's only that it's pretty much created by an AuDHD person for other AuDHD people (I'm in the logo community niche w/ my online friends/circle).
(PC VERSION ONLY ERROR) For some weird reason I can't increase the spacing/margins of the "Back to main page" button from all subpages, resulting in the very last pixel of the subpages LITERALLY being that button and its border and the bottom simulated retro neon glow (actually just a drop shadow) being abruptly cut off at the subpage's end (this doesn't happen on mobile). I literally can't do anything about it, not even Carrd settings seem to work. Rather significant eyesore? IDK.
(MOBILE VERSION ONLY ERROR) In a sorta(?) similar vein, certain animations I've set for most of the entire page's elements behave really strange and buggy/laggy/wonky/slow/delayed/etc. on mobile, especially concerning the main page (you can sometimes literally get a significant chunk of it to disappear until you scroll again🗿). There's also no way to fix this due to aforementioned exiting animations currently not being possible in Carrd, and also no animation-related stuff in mobile-specific Carrd settings fsr🤦🏻😑. Another thing I noticed during beta testing of the mobile-friendly settings/layouts a few days before page release is that the first two containers of the "Fun facts/happenings about me" subpage load too slowly and delayed, sometimes the SECOND container fades in first instead of the intended all-yellow one at the beginning. And again, there's no way to fix. Just b r u h .
This whole Carrd page weighs ~516KB as of the 2026/06/25 update.
The combined days (excluding July 2025 hiatus and days off/vacations or when I worked only 15 minutes or less) it took for this page to be developed are 44. I also largely worked on the page 2-4 hours a day, so that makes it an estimated ~132 combined hours of overall summer/fall work on the initial overhaul release. Keep in mind that the 2nd largest accomplishment of my entire online presence took ~20 days and an estimated ~40 combined hours to make. Fucking sheesh...
ah yes the very last words of this literal behemoth of a historical carrd page being "fucking sheesh"no they're not "Back to main page" c o p e /S!!!Hope you truly enjoyed reading and going through my epic, extremely lengthy current Carrd page! See you at next revisiting or do smth better with your time rn or smth idek bye guys.